Secrets and Desires

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Reid POV.. I walked by to the PD still absolutely furious at Morgan.. I couldn't believe that sob believed I was losing it, that I was showing signs of schizophrenia.... I realized Derek didn't know me at all, shit maybe I was just a booty call to him... But he waited, months until he knew I was ready, he didn't pressure me for sex not once... It was I who became impatient and damn near raped him I thought, smiling as I remembered... I shouldn't hit him but I couldn't continue to listen to his lies, and have him look at me like I was sick... But violence never solved anything, I knew this better than anyone...I felt sick and I knew I couldn't face the team right now.. I texted Hotch and lied to him.. I told him I was vomiting and needed to go to my room... He texted back that it was fine... he was texting everyone anyway bc we needed to rest, to have fresh eyes... I was grateful for that.. I headed to my room and immediately showered... After a hot shower I felt better.. I layed down and was sleep in five minutes... I begin to dream immediately