Secrets and Desires

Chapter 8

Reid POV... I couldn't believe all this shit happened, this is exactly why I don't get pissy drunk... But what hurt the most was Morgan leaving with a bitch to prove he was still the ladies man.. I always worried that he would return to his old sluttly womanizer ways but I never believed he would do it to prove a point... I thought he truly loved me and if it ever came to him wanting to go back to women again, he would at least let me down gently.. Of course I was wrong for outing him but I was fucking drunk and Morgan knew I want good at handling that much liquor.. Usually he would know when I had enough, and would take me home but obviously I thought bitterly, this woman had more to offer than me and he wanted to fuck her that bad..I couldn't stop the tears as JJ continued telling me what happened.. I made a complete fool out of myself I thought as I listened to her.. When she said I went home with Garcia it made sense.. I probably wanted to cry on her shoulder and talk about why Derek did what he did. She's his best friend so of course that made sense.. But when JJ said I called her to get me I didn't understand.. Why didn't I just stay at Garcia's.. JJ paused and I looked at her.. JJ please stop pausing and tell me what happened I snapped.. Ok Reid I'm sorry she said.. When I made it to you guys the front door was slightly opened.. I immediately thought the worst and pulled out my gun..I walked around the whole  apartment and saw nothing out of place, until I entered the room.. Spence... You.. She.. What JJ I screamed and immediately regretted that scream bc my head damn near exploded.. I'm sorry Spence but you two were making love she said.. My fucking mouth dropped... My heart pounded like hell..I couldn't believe this shit.. JJ no I said shaking my head.. I'm sorry Spence but yes she said looking at me with pity... I couldn't believe I cheated on my man, with his best friend.. He cheated on me with a random stranger.. Wtf is really going on I thought, dropping my head again..