Secrets and Desires

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Reid POV... I stood on the opposite side of Morgan, trying to calm the fuck down... I still couldn't believe he asked if I was using again.. Seriously, he would throw that shit up in my face, here on a case... Of course now I was having urges and there was no way I could get to a meeting.. DAMN him I thought... I should of asked him if he was using.. He accused me of saying shit that I never said... I wouldn't tell him not to talk to me unless it's case related, I wanted him back despite of my fuck up... He act like he was so innocent in all this.. Although I outed him, he did deny been gay to my face, and although I didn't remember it myself, JJ words still rang through my mind... He said let me take you back to my house and show you how straight I am.. And Reid don't include me in your gay games.. Gay games I thought? I felt myself becoming more angry and I couldn't let that happen... Everyone seemed to be busy, so I stepped around the building.. I reached into my strapel bag and pulled out my emergency cigarettes..I kept this pack for whenever I craved, which I hadn't in six months, until now.. Derek and my cheating was fucking me up.. I inhaled deeply and a saw a flash of a memory... Morgan I said giggling take it out.. Gladly PB he said pulling on my pants.. I lifted my hips and he aggressively pulled down my pants... His hand went around my cock and it felt good, but something was off...I inhaled again trying to remember.. That flash ended and another came really fast... Damn your dick is big he mumbled.. Yours is bigger I said giggling.. The flash ended