Secrets and Desires

Desire And Secrets Part 2

Morgan POV.. I took a deep breath bc explaining why I loved him and how I knew, would be opening myself up to pain something I always avoided, which explained why I always had one night stands.. But I remembered this is Reid, my best friend, the man I knew with out a doubt that I loved, so I had to be honest with him, he deserved that... Spencer I have loved you for a year, maybe more but I didn't realize I did.. A year ago I realized one night stands wasn't doing it for me anymore, but I refused to see why.. So I continued bragging about non existent conquers bc my reputation was still important to me... Why now Derek he asked? Spencer when you died, for those few minutes I prayed to God, if he brought you back to me, I would tell you how I felt... I was afaird baby, but I has to tell you bc losing you for those few minutes showed me that I couldn't, didn't want to be with out you... yes you are my best friend but Spence you are also my everything... Your smile brightens my day, your kindness and sensitivity warms my heart, your intelligence amazes me, but make me want to listen to you all day. I know I tease you but Spence I really want to listen to you talk all day..I trust you 100%with my life.... more than anyone else on the team...I know I can trust you without a doubt...I can go on and on but the bottom line is you have my heart...I love you I said with all the emotion I could.. Silence and then he smiled and that smile made my heart beat a bit faster, bc he didn't look disgusted, he looked well happy is the only word I could describe..