Secrets and Desires

.

I hated to ruin our moment but I knew I had to tell Aaron...A part of me felt bad bc JJ and I had been best friends for so many years, and now I had to tell our unit chief.. my lover.. that she ruined Reid and Morgan relationship on purpose bc she was in love with Reid.. Emily, Aaron said bringing back to the present tell me... I told him everything, from the phone call I over heard.. The show down between she and I, the slap, the pictures, her saying she wished I would have stayed dead, the blackmail, ending with Michelle story.. We all know Hotch rarely show emotion.. His face is always poker like, but tonight his facial changed.. His mouth was hanging open, his eyes full of disbelief.. If the situation wasn't so serious,I would be laughing myself silly right now.. Emily he finally said, why didn't you come to me immediately, after you over heard the phone call? I don't know why Aaron,I guess I wanted to see if Reid and Morgan was still together after all that..I didn't want to bring unessacary drama to the team.. Emily, that phone was to important to keep to yourself.. Reid was drunk and a member of our team basically raped him, or at the very least, took advantage over him while he was drunk.. That stands against every fucking thing we stand for he yelled.. My eyes filled with tears bc I knew he was right.. And you erased the message Emily he continued? Yes Sir I begin but he wasn't finished? Then she assaulted you and still you said nothing.. She blackmailed you with photos.. Emily don't you realize JJ is acting like an unsub he yelled and you knew this.. I couldn't stop the tears from falling bc Aaron was right... Right now he was been Hotch the unit chief, not Aaron my lover.. But I deserved his rage bc I knew he was right..I'm so sorry Hotch I sobbed... Emily stop crying he said in a calmer voice.. I couldn't though bc I had messed up on so many levels... Hotch I sobbed I wanted to tell but I was following your orders, somewhat... She threatened me with the photos and then Garcia if i didn't back off and i just didn't know what to do.. She threatened Penelope he asked in disbelief?I nodded