Secrets and Desires

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JJ POV ..I really didn't want to answer Rossi but been he was the only one talking decent to me so I did.. I hate her I said glaring at Emily.. Why Rossi asked? Bc when this bitch had to fake her death I was there for her... I helped Hotch fake ass with everything I said glaring at Hotch now, but obviously he don't appreciate me, now that he fucking that dirty bitch I spat.. Hotch just glared that Hotch glare making me look away.. Go on Rossi said softly.. Anyway I continued I was Emily friend when she returned from the dead.. I had to deal with My Reid hating me for weeks for keeping the truth from him.. That hurted me so bad I said looking at Spence now, almost as bad as him getting with the ladies man, I snapped glaring at Morgan.. Morgan glared right back but his glare wasn't intimidating as Hotchs was... But she betrayed me I said looking at Emily with so much hate that she couldn't hold my eyes.. How did she betray you Rossi asked? She said that she was gone tell Hotch that I raped Spence I whispered, but Dave I didn't .. Yes I bought him more liquor... he asked bc he was hurting from Morgan betrayal.. So yes i and took him to my house.. He talked about Morgan and how the selfish bastard hurt him... I rubbed his leg Dave and he liked it.. His leg's fell open and he moaned.. He fucking moaned I yelled... So my hand did creep up to his dick and he asked me to take it out...I did as he lifted his hips to help me.. Yes he called or Morgan's name but I know he knew it was me I said crying now... So I took him in my mouth....I know he knew it was me, but to justify his cheating he pretended I was Morgan... He let me suck it Dave, until he was almost there.. Then he tasted me back there.. even fingered me, and my ass is small so he knew it was me I screamed looking at Emily.. It wasn't rape I yelled but Emily was gone tell yall it was I said looking at her again...I will never forgive you bitch.. DAMN I wish you would have stayed dead I yelled at her