Secrets and Desires

Chapter 8

Reid POV... Shit was the first thing I thought as I opened my eyes... The sun was shining into the room and it hurt my eyes.. My head felt like a thousand needles was poking harder than the last needle and my stomach felt like I had drunk poison.... Why the hell am I on the floor I thought as I struggled to sit up, and more importantly where am I?I looked around and gasped softly.. I'm not at Derek's I realized, I'm at JJ house.. I wasn't to alarmed though bc I had crashed here many times before, although I hadn't in a while... What the fuck happened I wondered? Although my head was pounding I forced myself to try to recall the events of last night... The last clear moment I had was Derek dancing with those three women... I couldn't recall nothing else... I couldn't believe my eidetic memory was fading me, when I needed it the most.. Why did I come to JJ house? Where was Derek? Did he go home with one or all of those women? I pushed myself into sitting position, groaning bc this made my head thump more... I needed to use it so I slowly got to my feet and headed to the guest bathroom... I took out my tool and released myself and noticed something strange... The inside of my tighs was red... Ignoring my pounding head, I opened my legs and examined them.. They look like passion marks I thought.. Omg did I have sex with someone and then come here? Did I honestly cheat on Derek I thought?I couldn't have, I would never do that to him I thought panicking... But you can't remember last night that little voice in my head said cruelly... Shut up I thought but it wouldn't shut up.. You left the club bc you was mad at Derek... You had some type of intercourse with someone genius my mind taunted.. But I'm not sore back there I thought, so I didn't have sex with a man... No you didn't genius but you could have slept with a woman, the voice said cruelly... Shit I thought, I must talk to JJ I realized, maybe she can help..I washed my hands and headed to her room