𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗖𝗛𝗔 𝗖𝗢𝗟𝗟𝗘𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡

𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗛𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀 𝗠𝗲

A/N: How You Doing Insane Gang

GO STREAM CHASE'S FIRST EVER SONG 21ST CENTURY VAMPIRE IS ACTUALLY GOOD AND WATCH THE MV ITS SICK.

"She hates me, she fucking hates me." Chase cries burying his head into his hands.

Nick didn't know how to comfort him. The situation was heated and now out in the open. A part of him dislikes Chase for what happened with Charli but he doesn't deserve the mass amounts of hate he's getting because of it all.

"She's Charli, Charli doesn't hate anyone."

Chase thumps himself back on his bed. "Why do I always destroy my happiness?"

"Nick let's roll man." Ryland knocks on Chase's door.

He huffed, "Are you sure you don't want to come and hang with the boys? It'll take your mind off of everything."

Chase shook his head, "No way, I deserve to lay here and let my mind torture me."

Nick patted his shoulder before getting up to follow Ryland.

Scrubbing his hand through his black hair, he didn't know what to do with all of his pent up feelings.

Chase picked up his discarded phone from the ground. He saw his reflection on the black screen, his eyes were slightly swollen and red. Without putting much thought into it, he started a live on Instagram.

"Hey, guys." He put a hand up in greeting. His eyes flicked to the comments scrolling up his feed. "I'm sure you guys know about the drama going on right now."

Most of the comments were asking if he's okay or asking how Charli was doing. Some were blaming him for everything.

"Someone asked if I regret tweeting those tweets about the Sway boys...I don't especially about Josh. We were never boys when he tried to cause trouble in my and Char's relationship a few months ago."

Chase hummed, "I shouldn't have outed some of the boys that had nothing to do about it but some of them are fucking hypocrites talking shit on my relationship when they've done the same or worse than me."

Pausing, the comments scrolled up faster. "No, I'm not deflecting the blame, I didn't lie in any of my tweets, I love one girl only and that's between Charli and me; instead Josh and Bryce wanted to bring all of this to the public. If you have backbone you would've come to me at the house instead of this bullshit."

He rubbed his already bloodshot eyes. "I don't know how Charli is doing, she's back at her place now, she left my room last night after it all blew up...I don't know if she's watching this but I honestly just want to speak to her at the moment..."

He bit his lip, the corner of his mouth inching up slightly. "Char...you are my first love." Blowing a stream of air out of his nose, "I fucked up, I know I did, and...you probably hate me and I don't blame you." He shrugged nonchalantly, "Hell I even hate myself, but that's nothing new is it?"

Chase ran another hand through his messed up hair, "Please, come to the house at seven so I can explain and get everything off my chest, I can't just leave us here."

Clearing his throat to remove the growing lump forming, he went back to address his followers. "I'm taking a break from all socials for a while. Peace." He flashed a peace sign before ending his live.

Maybe she will see it, someone would probably send a recording of his live to her. It was already making waves on tiktokroom anyway. He stayed in his room all day. Thomas did peak his head in to make sure he was still breathing. Even though he knew Thomas longer he was a pseudo big brother to Charli so the interaction was a little strained.