Wanting to belong..

mine

joker: ooo so you like me?

she stepped back

eliana: i said that out loud haha shit

he shoke his head and leaned back on the counter and pulled her towards him and kissed her deeply

joker: well i like you too i just wasn't brave enough to say shit .. i didn't wanna lose you or lose what we have your a real one

eliana: who wouldve though big joker this tatted fool was this soft teddy bear haha

joker: oo really haha

he picked her up and sat her on the top of the counter and started to kiss her neck

the door bell went off

jenny: answer the fucking door! i know your home!

eliana: hah go before she pin locks the door

she tried to push him

joker: i don't want shit to do with her .. i want you i ain't pushing nothing on you but i want you to know ok babygirl i care about you

she kissed him

eliana: i want you to and i care about you too .. sorry it took me so long to say anything alots come up with my life i just didn't wanna burden you ya know?

jenny kept pounding at the door

joker: don't move ok please

she nodded and laughed as he went to tell jenny off

jenny: about time you opened up i need to show you something

joker: i know you pregnant and i know the homie denied the baby you cheated and your trying to pin this baby on me? fuck you! i already told you it was done i want nothing to do with you! go bother that fool

jenny: why haw?! cuz you got another female!

he slammed the door as she talked more shit and locked it

eliana: she cheated and got pregnant haha scandalous hoe

he laughed as he hugged her

joker: your not a burden on me i want you to do your thing but im here for you i just wanna see you smile babygirl ..well i wanna be the reason for that smile

eliana: you are the reason though .. you make me feel safe you care for me i know everyone does but its always been different with you

he nodded

joker: so what does that mean?

eliana: whatever you want it to mean haha

she kissed him and went to her room he followed her

joker: naw you ain't doing me like that .. you mine? cuz i been fighting it

eliana: fighting what?

joker: eliana haha

eliana: i wanna be yours but there's a lot ok i don't wanna make you wait or think i don't want you? you understand?

joker: i get you .. but i ain't trying to get with you for a fuck babygirl

she sat down on her bed he sat down next to her and hugged her

joker: i would never hurt you like that .. your safe with me i got love for you even when your a pain in the ass haha

eliana: look whos talking haha but yes haha

he lifted her head and kissed her softly

joker: im happy to call you mine finally

she leaned up against him .. he saw the number and the info she had pinned on the wall

joker: this her?

eliana: yea i got her number

joker: have you tried to call?

eliana: i wanted to but my brother said don't get to excited so i don't know

joker: he doesn't want you getting hurt neither do i but its up to you in the end .. do it for your lil brother and yourself though

she nodded

joker: look enough of this get a blanket and come on

eliana: where we going? haha

joker: couch for a movie night i ain't sharing my blanket

eliana: dick not even with me?

he looked her up and down

joker: your cute but no haha come on

eliana: fine haha let me shower and get ready for bed haha

he nodded and let her be

canel- bitch im bore lets kick it you got a car haha

eliana- kinda bust lets talk tomorrow

canel- busy with what jokers dick? haha

eliana- whatever haha

she showered and got changed and as cleaned up .. he got a movie ready and pulled her to him

joker: ay you working tomorrow?

eliana: yea are you?

joker: yea i got some things to handle but i need you free in the afternoon ok

she looked up at him

eliana: what for?

joker: we're going out

eliana: really?

joker: yea so be ready and dont eat dinner

she nodded and laid her head on his chest .. feeling safe in his arms she fell asleep .. her kissed her head

they both fell asleep .. as morning came she woke up to his phone .. she got herself up but he pulled her back

eliana: wake up haha your phones ringing

he grabbed it and turned it on silent

joker: fuck them haha

she smiled and kissed him

eliana: i have to get ready come on ill make you some breakfast babe

she stopped herself and looked at him

joker: breakfast sounds good baby

she got up and made some food while he got changed

joker: dont forget about later ok? and dont trip about anyone saying anything

she nodded as she served him

eliana: before you go i wanna give you something i been wanting to give it to you but i didn't wanna make things weird

joker: give me what?

she got up and got her rosarie .. he got up and cleaned up as she walked back in

joker: no babe ok you keep it you know im safe i need you safe more

eliana: you sure?

he nodded and put it on her and kissed her ..

joker: im sure but ay ill call you ok be safe

eliana: ok be safe

he kissed her deeply and lef .. she got herself ready lost in thought she saw her moms number on her walls

she pulled her phone out and called nervous wanting to hang up she didn

scott- hello?

eliana- hi is Guadalupe or lupita there?

scott- no my moms not home

eliana- oo your her son? that's cool um what time does she usually get home? ill call then

scott- i dont know she hasn't come home for a couple days now .. but dont tell i said that please but ill tell her you called when she gets home?

eliana- ok sounds good but are you ok though? dont worry im not going to tell her or anyone i promise whats your name im eliana or eli for short?