lokote: you put yourself in this position you know
joker just looked at the pictures with tears in his eyes
joker: I lost both my girls man she told me she was ok with me asking for a DNA test that she didn't want shit from me all she wants is privacy .. fuck man
lokote took the pictures and smiled
lokote: shes her twin with your eyes what a beautiful angel she might not want shit but im sending her gifts shes my niece and like it says in the letter respect her wishes to i wont send no one to look for her or tell her anything write her though keep in touch for babygirl she wants you in her life?
joker looked at the pictures
joker: she wants me in her life but that fool gets to play dad while .. fuck man
lokote: keep your head up be respectful dont talk shit dont dig yourself deeper you treated her like you did jenny and carmen eliana is a real one a real ass female the other hoes though i would question and get a DNA test no lie those kids dont look like you at all
joker: yea I am ...
he wrote her back
eliana and my babygirl alexia
what can i say other than shes beautiful i love the pictures im already working on getting her name tattooed on me and yours eli we ain't together i respect you but i love you and your the mother of my child and i want you on me forever .. please dont stop sending me pictures keep me updated on her milestones every picture you take make a copy for me i wanna be as active as i can in her life ill be down another year tops from what i know but i wanna see her before that? is that ok? im not going to ask you for a DNA for nothing thank you for giving her my last name though that i appreciate babygirl i do .. i love you eli always will kiss our princesses head for me and lokote said he'll be sending gift he dont care what you say that's his niece haha take care and tell vago thank you for doing what i couldn't i hope we can talk soon we ended us but homies for life remember that babygirl
- your joker
she sat back and read the letter over and over
eliana: ok i didn't expect him to be this chill somethings off
chino: what you want him popping off hunting you down fight for your love? haha
eliana: no i thought he would be more mad i dont know but fuck now i feel bad and i want him to see her maybe when shes older i guess shes to tiny still
peter: tiny? haha
martin: babygirl is perfect shut up dumbass come here mamas
chino: well think about it he said no matter what homies hes respecting it so that's good ya know but if you go check in the back room him and lokote set her up good
eliana: the fuck you mean?
she went to look
eliana: fucking locos haha
the bed had gift bags all over with a toy car on the side she laughed
eliana- tell lokote thank you and to joker also pass on that ill have to wait for her to have her shots and be able to go visit then ill go ill be sending more pictures soon
sam- ill pass the message or do you wanna talk to him?
eliana- no you tell them please
sam- i will babygirl get home safe
the guys helped her pack up everything
chino: hes a good dad a dumbass though
eliana: yea haha thanks for taking her as your own granddaughter chino
chino: remember we all adopted you so ofcourse shes our granddaughter she'll have 4 of them haha we love you mija
eliana hugged him
eliana: i love you to
she left ..
vago: hahaha god dam
eliana: i know i told him i didnt want shit but lokote sent his lady i guess to drop off things for his niece the only one so yea
vago: yea hes a good man what joker say though?
eliana: to keep him updated with her send him as many pictures as i can and he wants to meet her hes not questioning DNA test or nothing he wants to stay civil i told sam to pass the message i wont take her for a couple months because shes to small its not safe ya know but that's all some of these are from him too
he nodded
vago: he didnt disrespect nothing?
eliana: babe come on i would tell you or you would tell right off the bat
vago: i know i just wanna make sure babygirl also cuz i heard some shit but that's for later
eliana: does it involve me?
vago: it does but i cleared it for you let me help you with this lets sit down to eat some dinner i brought you your favorite from ihop haha
eliana: oo shit chisme haha and dont judge me i love ihop shit always hits the spot haha but i got a babysitter for later i forgot to tell you?
vago: i dont wanna take you from her ill just spend the night with you as long as your in my arms babygirl
she hugged him and kissed him deeply
eliana: i wanna go out though just us too no belly maybe drink and dinner? please?
vago: you sure? whos watching her?
eliana: your such a dad haha canela is she'll be over at sams so she wont be alone ill tell her tomorrow night
vago: im not her bio dad but im gonna care for her like one though spoil her do what i gotta
she smiled at him .. he had her on cloud nine
eliana: thank you
he kissed her
vago: no need to thank me baby now come on tell canela though around 5 im making plans now
she nodded as he helped her with everything ..
eliana: ok chisme? what is it? i wanna know haha
he laughed as she sat back and ate her pancakes he had gotten her
vago: haha well i ain't talking shit on him these females are hoes but i was on the block doing my shit when a homeboy asked if we where talking i told him your my lady whats the issue cuz if he got your name in his mouth its a problem ya know
she nodded
eliana:hhm? haha
vago: haha your fucking dumb haha but uhh i guess jokers going after the other females for DNA tests he dont believe hes the dad until its proven he'll pay child support or even decide to talk these females are pissed cuz hes cool with you there's no drama that's why i asked i told this homeboy to tell those females to shut the fuck up and keep your name out they mouths before vago goes and handles ..the drama is with joker not my girl there civil that's there business homeboy said aight ill pass the message but ill deal with the hoes real quick your to good to be fighting putas baby
eliana got up and sat on his lap he laughed
eliana: thank you fuck them hoes haha
he kissed her deeply as she laughed ..
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