he walked out to vago walking up mad
sam: where is she?
vago: i need to talk to her right now
sam: vago its not worth it i told her off
vago: i don't give a fuck if you fucking told her off no one hurts eliana like that with me around you hear me? and i don't care if shes your mother either shes fucking balling her eyes out hugging alexia in the waiting room yea the hormones don't fucking help but still
sam: I'm right behind you
he walked in to lupita looking threw her bag
lupita: sam please mijo hear me out i love you I'm sorry if i
vago: sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up cuz your fucking playing fucking favorites and sucking up to the one that you think has the most money to the one you think you can control because he's the oldest trust me my mother did it to me for fucking years that's how i lost my sister to suicide you evil bitch fucking hurting your children your daughters crying asking why she isn't enough to be loved the way she loves you? are you fucking serious? do you not fucking hear yourself?! do you not see the fucking pain your causing! do you not fucking see what she did for you? she fucking found you begged him to take her to get you to look for you to get you help she wanted to fix everything so you could be in the kids lives but here you are fucking it all up as always?
she sat back
lupita: i know your mother i know you
vago: yea you know the dead beat bitch that chose drugs over me and my sister i out grew the system she stayed behind my mother fought for me but beat on my sister her whole life as she loved her and cared for she killed herself years ago i buried my only blood my mother shes dead to me i don't know where she is i hope shes fucking dead to and I'm gonna help eli forget about your pathetic ass like i forgot mine i wont let her be in pain anymore and ay for earlier when you said you thought she'd be better than you with having different baby dads that ain't none of your fucking business cuz at least shes a good fucking mom not only to alexia to our baby in the oven but to the lil ones you fucking abandoned and abused you evil bitch and for hurting her watch your shit he wont stop me either
he turned back to sam as he stood there looking at him ..
vago: i love you sam always will but ain't no one hurting mine
sam: I'm with you ..
lupita broke down cry
lupita: sam please please i need help im not ok? im not! im sorry i love you all i do .. please don't go i don't have no one else
sam: you almost had your whole family back .. that's on you
they walked out .. sam stopped in his steps and took a deep breath
sam: why the fuck you say what i been wanting to say for fucking years?
vago: because the love i had for my mother died long ago i told my mother the same shit i snapped on her the night i found my sister hanging from her closet she was 16 man .. go in there and hug eli ok i gotta go smoke but you good? we good?
sam put his hand out and hugged him
sam: we'll always be good .. go
he nodded and they went there ways sam found her sitting hugging alexia as she napped eliana wiped her tears and looked up at him
sam: no more tears come on get up come here
eliana: why doesn't she love me? what did i do?
he sighed and sat down next to her and hugged her
sam: you did nothing absolutely fucking nothing your perfect eliana do you hear me? your the perfect mother wife homegirl fucking sister i don't know what i'd do without you i love you .. so don't cry and beg for her love she doesnt deserve yours .. we'll be ok we got each other
she nodded and hugged him as he kissed her head ..
eliana: im glad shes small she wont remember none of this .. she'll never know of her neither will jr
sam: hmm come on lets go vago might be smoking a whole pack outside he went off the deep end on her
eliana: he did? why?
sam: because that crazy motherfucker loves you and will do it all for you im glad he proposed i am
while outside
vago- crazy ain't it
joker- why you looking for me? she ok? wheres alexia?
vago- alexias napping we're at the hospital .. elianas broken right now because well its lupita you already should know
joker- she didnt did she? even after what eli did for her?
vago- hhhm but i went off on the junkie set her in her place for breaking her heart one last time but thats where this call comes in
joker- ok?
vago- flacos in town hiding i need you to get me to him make sure he's safe till lupitas out
joker- why?
vago- im gonna plant a couple bricks on them have someone rat and have them go in for them im talking about some high quality shit they'll probably be high anyways
joker- what happened to who shot lupita? that ain't an issue anymore ain't they trying to come after sam or her?
vago- that issue is being tooken care of on the side nothing me and hector cant hash out with idiots right now i need them to go down for shit they wouldn't go down for abuse but they'll suffer in prison
joker- you don't think they'd get shit in here? come on vago?
vago- i would make sure they couldn't buy shit and i know you'd do it for eli make flacos life fucking miserable
joker- i would alright I'm on it ill hit you up soon hug the girls tight for me
vago- i will thanks
he ended the call threw his cig and turned
eliana: i love you ..
she hugged him as he laughed he hugged her tight
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