the night went by
sam: how you feeling?
elliana: tired but thats normal why whats up?
sam: i know you wanted to get back into it but
eliana: dont but me im going to but not as hard i still got things to do
sam: do what though? the kids are good her daddy helps you with her half half? and the apartment you paid a year ahead?
eliana: i still help him with other shit and i want my savings to be good thats all you cant take the hustle away from me come on?
sam: i aint trying to take the hustle away from you i just want you to enjoy being pregnant this time no stress .. thats why im wondering you still paying for the house?
she sighed
eliana: yea keeping it up till hes out
sam: why?
eliana: cuz who else will?
sam: him? the fuck? hes making money in there hes helping lokote do his shit so he gets his parts the fuck why you paying for the mortgage?
eliana: im paying for it because i dont want him to worry thatll he'll lose it .. its harder being locked up paying for shit out here he pays his homies to bring alexia things
sam: i get where your coming from but he can get one of the homies to bring you money to pay for this shit you shouldnt be working hard for something you aint attached to anymore
he pointed at her ring finger
sam: has he said anything about it does vago know?
eliana: he does he dont trip? your just trippin sam ok
sam: he wouldnt tell you shit because he aint like that i can talk shit to you cuz i dont care if you get mad at me you know im being real .. lets put it like this vago has an ex hes helping out they had a whole thing like you had with joker and hes paying her bills keeping shit up how would that make you feel?
eliana: i hate you
sam: be nice and ask him how he feels about it i dare you
eliana: it is wrong isnt it
canela: what is?
she said as she walked in
eliana: me still paying for the house
canela: you are?
eliana: well yea i dont want him to lose it?
canela: i thought they owned it what are you paying for?
sam: haha eliana?
eliana: fuck that does look bad .. why idnt he paying for it to? what the fuck
vago walked in from the garage
sam: there you are?
vago: yea homies where calling had to clear some shit up your sperm donor or dad is looking for you babe and you also
eliana: why?
vago: i dont know his phone got cut he went looking for us selling i guess i told them to tell him to hold up a bit
eliana: naw we where just talking earlier?
sam: why is he looking for me to though? he aint my dad the fuck
eliana: ill deal with it .. and ill deal with the rest to i still get to work though i want spending money fucker
sam laughed as she hugged him
sam: i need all the help dont trip just cut the ties already stupid yall only got a babygirl together thats it
eliana: yea i know
they packed up and left ..
vago: what was that all about?
eliana: what?
vago: what he said before we left?
eliana:he was talking about me paying jokers house shit i thought i was just being nice hes helped me alot but hes making money in there why can the handle? i dont know ..
vago: glad he told you something i couldnt
eliana: why not?
vago: dont want you getting upset babe thats all
eliana: you scared of me?
he looked at her confused as she laughed
eliana: big ol biker cholo scared of lil ol me? haha
vago: you are crazy street wise so i get that but i did tie you down got a ring on your finger and your pregnant so?
eliana: true haha naw yea hes just her dad now an old homie but her dad .. nothing else to me
vago: really? not even homies?
eliana: i wouldnt want you to be close to an ex the way me and him where close yea we grew up together and did our things and we did promise eachother homies no matter what but .. yea that aint fair to you ill kill a bitch that calls you her best friend
he side smiled at her as he grabbed her hand and kissed it
eliana: you'd like that haw?
vago: hell yea haha if you werent pregnant you'd be pregnant by tomorrow
she busted out laughing as she got home .. she got alexia down and sent lokote a message
eliana- no shade no nothing ok im backing down on some shit for a bit
lokote- no dont trip eli its all good you've helped us out alot the house is fine dont stress it i dont know why this fool hasnt come to me about it but you good why you backing up? everything ok?
eliana-he didnt tell you i was paying for it? this fucker and im fine babygirl needs me im a mother first
lokote-jokers an idiot we both know that and yea be to her what you never got huera give her the love you carry in that heart we all got it from you now that lil angel gets it to send me pictures alright? i gotta stash this shit night
she took a picture of alexia and sent it
eliana- thanks for that lokote .. night
she sat back with her babygirl in her arms and watched her sleep
joker: naw what? why you yelling at me?!
lokote: your making double what she makes and you got her paying for shit? the fuck is wrong with you! anything to keep a tie on her haw? fucking joker
joker: shut up stupid
lokote: make me! your the one cant get threw your head homegirls moved on happy also how does that make you look haw? having your babymoms pay your shit stupid she works sells to pay the bills? the fuck? why didnt i know about this? you told me it was handled?
he sat down and sighed
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