joker: i aint gonna go to hard into the streets this time i dont wanna go back ever man and you should lighten up to dont you think? whole ass wife and kid coming to?
vago: haha you'll be on a break for a week and then bounce back into it man we aint in the small shit no more? hector and sam and lokote coming together has brought some wild ass money and thats your big brother so its yours too
joker: its his i just do shit for him but forreals though
vago: i know dont trip i never bring it home she knows if shit gets hot cuz shes from it but it is what is we're just fathers now
he got up and gave him a handshake
vago: i trust you with them ok if anything ever happens
joker: and i trust you with my babygirl if anything ever happens either but it aint alright? now give me a house key copy hahaha you ever think her ex would be asking that?
vago: wanna know what haha
joker: im joking fool ill hit you up tomorrow or ill be here when she wakes up
vago: at 8 on the dot she loves pancakes from mcdonalds they both do with sunny dlight
joker: alright ill be here
he gave him another handshake and he left ..
lokote: pinche eli
joker: send someone to give her a bad batch kill the bitch the father keep him alive hes suffering enough i left him for dead that night
chino: wait what?
lokote: yea it was the night before they let us out it was before lights off old fuck was chilling hiding the usual joker paid his celly to walk out and well yea i watched the door for him
joker: left him in a puddle of blood for all the shit hes ever said and pain hes caused her i would do the same to the old hag too but you know how it is
chino: he deserved it and she does to hugging her and reminding her she doesnt need her in her life takes alot of you i still offer to adopt her
peter: so do i so she can have a family but she always says we all are her family its just that lil girl i guess inside her
joker: yea .. so lokote
lokote: bad batch and maybe a beating i dont know ill think about it but how it go? yall good? how was my angel baby?
joker: she slept threw the ride and stayed asleep im gonna do my all to be there help her alot and also vago is way more fucking street than i thought he was? his garage is all gun safes? talks way more hood when she isnt around?
lokote: glad my angel stayed asleep pick her up tomorrow she needs to choose everything for her room and oo yea you didnt know that? that mother fucker is an outlaw biker gang deep ass fool but is respectful and doesnt do that infront of the ladys haha shes hood to but he holds way back sam and hector are partners right?
joker: yea?
lokote: hes hectors like body guard main man like me and you ya know he does what a brother should
joker: holy shit
lokote: yea once i got good with him he taught me alot threw letters and shit but hes a good guy though
joker: yea he is i know there safe for sure haha now time to get some hoes im hitting the club you down?
lokote: fuck it!
chino: dont forget your a fucking dad too eh wrap that shit
joker: i promise haha
they went out .. as the next day came
eliana: babygirl please ok?
she tried calming her down as she cried and cried the door bell rang
vago answered
vago: just in time go haha
joker: what? is that her?
vago: woke up screaming shes pissed i think eliana cant console her one bit man
joker: i got it theres food in the car can you set it up?
vago: yea go for it but im gonna head out after so we'll talk later
joker: yea dont trip
he put his keys down and went to her room
eliana was sitting down with her rocking her back and fourth as she cried
eliana: babygirl please
joker knocked and walked in
joker: morning?
eliana: look see baby hes here? i told you he would come back?
alexia got off her lap and walked up to him crying he picked her up and hugged her as eliana sat back and broke down
joker: what the fuck? why you crying?
eliana: ignore me i woke up messed up she scared the shit outta me jose she was screaming bloody murder fuck i wouldnt be surprised if i go into labor today she kept looking for you running threw the house and huh
joker: come on get up i got food her favorite in the kitchen ill change her and get her ready for today go eat relax come on
she got herself up he hugged her and kissed her head
joker: breath you look like a real girl though haha never thought i'd see tears like that? haha
she smacked him as she went to kitchen
joker: im kidding! haha come on mamas lets get you ready
vago: you ok?
eliana: no.. she hates me now i dont like this surprise anymore
he laughed as he hugged her and kissed her
vago: its ok shes just adjusting thats all shes never had him fulltime you can breath now though you got an extra pair of arms i gotta head out
she nodded as he kissed her again
eliana: i love you
vago: i love you too babygirl .. ay joker! im outs!
joker: stay trucha!
vago: always!
joker walked out with alexia as vago left
joker: see i can dress her normally
eliana: my poor daughter already in sweats and a shirt? not even girl colors?
joker: shes going to be a tomboy no girly shit with me cuz then the boys get ideas no boys haw mamas?
she nodded and hugged him
eliana: hhm alexia ask your daddy why is he wearing the same clothes from last night? haha fucking joker what the fuck?
joker: ay ay im 2 hours of sleep hungover as fuck but the club was fun haha
eliana: eww really?
joker: no lap dances im clean just threw some bands i didnt need known of that haha
eliana: weirdass here cut up her food ill rewarm you some posole
joker: thanks but ay after she eats and shes good can i take her out to shop for a bit?
eliana looked back at him
joker: or can i take you both? lokote wants to spoil her he has a whole plan
eliana: no take her i have to adjust to you taking her i trust you it just makes me nervous then being home alone too
joker: naw i dont wanna leave you alone you can get ready to so i can buy jr his gift to we spoiling both of you haw mamas
alexia giggled as he tickled her
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