eliana: your threatened by another dealer or something? shes hiding in grandmas house squatting i guess .. she said she was sorry for what she did to us
sam: sorry my bitch ass
she rolled her eyes and called lupita
lupita- hello?
eliana- sams here
sam- tell me why i should fucking help you?
lupita- he framed me ive never stolen or done this dumb shit he forced me to do it because he wanted his fix .. but sam im sorry ok baby i am im not sick anymore i told eli ill go to rehab send me off i wanna get clean now i wanna be in your lives i know she had a baby i wanna be a grandma .. im scared ok please
sam- if its a trap?
lupita- i promise you its not babyboy its not flacos the trap from the start he only tried getting to know her to get money from her and intel he wanted to get close to you to but when he saw it wasnt working he got mad and just tricked me into stealing from this guy i thought he was just your normal guy but he wasnt he wasnt i was fucking stupid .. i was now im scared hiding in the back of my moms house .. in her room and
sam- we're coming dont worry see you in a bit
lupita- thank you baby boy thank you .. you always took care of me when you where lil im sorry i hurt you i am
sam looked at eliana .. he could see the tears in her eyes
sam- we're coming .. just lay low
she ended the call
sam: you crying? Eli?
eliana: im pregnant and a mom i honestly dont fucking know anymore and im preparing myself for this to be a fucking lie sam i am so im letting the tears out now get it over with
sam: naw shes sober i havent heard that peacful voice in decades vago you watching alexia?
vago: i got babygirl the homies are ready theyll meet you out there yall see shady shit leave not worth it
sam: shes safe dont worry lets go come on
she ran got her jacket and phone vago stopped her and kissed her
vago: dont cry ok? i dont wanna see you cry?
eliana: im ok dont worry ill call you i love you
she kissed him
vago: i love you too
she kissed her babygirls head as she slept
eliana: bottles ready just warm it up ok?
vago: i will
he watched them leave
sam: i dont know how i feel after she said i love you
eliana: you? shit me?
sam: she only told me i love you after i saw some man slap her one night i was so scared and she just held me and hugged me .. now im grown im trying to hug scott and lisa as much love them but im like what the fuck after hearing that?
eliana: atleast you heard it once ive never heard it all i ever wanted was to hear her say i love you .. isnt it weird we where just talking shit on her now here we come saving her?
sam: we're dysfunctional its what we do its in our blood
eliana: if you become soft and a mommys boy im gonna laugh
sam: me? look whos talking chola turned soft caring mother
eliana: im gonna beat your ass pregant and all fucker watch
he laughed.. they got there
sam: looks empty the guys are down the block
eliana: let me go in alone first keep an eye out just in case ok?
he nodded as she got down she took a deep breath and knock on the door she heard weird moaning
eliana: lupita?
she opened the door fully and closed it behind her
eliana: mom? where are you?
lupita: babygirl .. the back room
she heard her say it in pain .. eliana confused went towards the back she could hear her mom moaning in pain she walkedinto the room and saw her on the floor in a puddle of blood
eliana: sam!!! sam!!!
she ran to her and hugged her and looked her over lupita smiled at her
lupita: im sorry babygirl im sorry for everything ive ever done ..
she shook her head as sam ran in and froze
sam: what the fuck? what happened!!
eliana: i dont know i found her like this who shot you? mom!!
lupita: flaco .. its a trap just leave me here please i love you both my babies i love you both i love you all and im sorry im sorry for everything
they heard sirens
eliana: go sam just run
sam: no come on lets go
eliana: i fucking touched half the house in the dark go sam just run you have a gun in the car they search you your on fucking proabtion go please
they could hear them gettign closer sam looked around
sam: no eliana i cant
eliaan: fucking go!! just go!!
he got on his knees and hugged lupita tight
lupita: take care of them .. i love you
sam: i promise i will .. i love you too
he looked at eliana
eliana: go just go run
he got up and left she heard cars leave as the cops got there eliana hugged her tight
eliana: i stopped the bleeding your not going to die your not not like this
lupita: but i deserve it? i dont deserve to be happy? im a monster .. i
eliana: your a broken soul that was hurt and that fucking bastard .. i cant lose you mommy i cant
she hugged her as the cops ran in
cop: hands up!!
eliana: i cant shes bleeding out call an ambulance hurry!! please! shes my mom!!
the cop flashed the light on her and saw the blood he nodded and ran for help
eliana: stay with me look at me
her mom side smiled at her
lupita: your my twin .. i know your a wonderful mother
eliana: there getting you help i promise
the cop ran back in with back up and an emt
they took her quickly eliana tried to follow them but the cop pushed her back
eliana: shes my mother! i have to go with her! you cant let her die!
cop: they stopped the bleeding we need to find out how she got that gun shot wound and how you found her? theres no car here your all alone? this house is vacant? and look at this neighborhood?
eliana stepped back
cop: haw? speak up? what happened? do you have proof shes your mother?
eliana: i .. i fuck
she stepped back and sat on the curb
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Wanting to belong..
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