sam: breath babygirl its ok?
eliana: what do you mean not yet? your 9 months alex?
alexandra: i know and her due dates Saturday but .. but you need me i need to be here with you i dont wanna leave you at a moment like this?
eliana sat down next to her and hugged her tight
eliana: who said your going to leave me if im going to be right next to you im gonna hold your hand threw this like we talked? haw canela
canela: hhm ill be on the other side?
alexandra looked at them
eliana: yea everythings going crazy but think about it like this babygirl knows we need her lil smile her love in this world mostly right now also there's no stopping the contractions alex come on
chino: ill go get your bag and meet you guys at the hospital
peter: ill stay here with Isaiah and the kids there asleep anyways
Isaiah: dont tell them her name until after shes born ok?
alexandra looked back at him and side smiled he walked up to her and kissed her head
Isaiah: ill be right here waiting for you ok i learned everything ill help i promise dont be scared you been waiting to hold her i love you sister and i love you eli
eliana got up and hugged him
eliana: lets go babygirl its go time
she nodded in pain ..
joker: hector lets go i dont want you here alone sam take canela
he nodded they packed up and left ..
eliana sat in the back holding her hand as she had strong contractions
eliana: you rethinking it? you want more now?
alexandra: i keep telling myself its worth its all worth it
eliana: thats true it is this pain is only temporary ok? you just have to take deep breaths and listen to the nurses ok?
alexandra: i will but .. thank you for being the mom i didnt get i thought i was going to do this alone and and
eliana smiled at her and hugged her
eliana:ill be here always and im going to help you to but i know you'll be the perfect mommy to this babygirl shes so lucky to have you
they got her to the hospital and took her back quickly
eliana: i hate this shit
canela: is this what you where feeling when i was in there?
eliana: yea they threw me the fuck out i was fighting the nurses
joker: she almost got us thrown out
sam stood back with hector as he looked at his phone
eliana: stay with her get me if anything ok?
joker: whats wrong?
she looked at hector joker nodded
joker: i got it dont trip
she walked up to them
eliana: come sit down? why you over here hiding?
hector shook his head
eliana: i know i rather be home hugging my pillow losing it right now but we have things to do so come on i need you
hector: i know you need me and im staying here and around because of it but im beyond fucking pissed and huh
sam: the news got to the hood
eliana: that was quick but what happened should i be mad to?
sam: its vagos mom
hector: the old hag is acting like a mom now and is trying to find out shit and
eliana: so shes alive? he told me?
hector: she was dead to him
eliana: ok then if let her look and when she runs into me im gonna let her know straight out how she ain't shit and how she was dead to him she wont have shit to do with my son and shes not allowed to attend ..
she froze and shook it off
eliana: she isn't allowed to attend his funeral either so dont be mad ok its not worth the fucking energy or the anger ill deal with that bitch when she decides to come threw
hector: i wont let you
eliana: well i ain't gonna let you do it alone? just like you ain't gonna let me deal with it all alone ok? so head up please ok? i need the fucking support cuz its taking it all in me not to fucking break down my sister needs me and i need you guys
hector hugged her tight
eliana: breath let it go and lets take it day by day ok?
hector: i know but this bitch
eliana: fuck her that easy
sam: it ain't that easy shes already asking for donations for her son and his kids that he left behind he needs all the help for his 3 this and that
eliana: ooo like that?
canela: eli shes ready?
she turned and nodded
eliana: dont be hurt ok let me deal with this and get me the hags address talking on my man like that watch just stay put
hector: i got it dont trip
she went into the room
joker: im gonna go call loko hes acting up again
eliana: what do you mean?
canela: he hit on a nurse again haha
eliana: fucking herman yea yell at him and talk to hector something else is brewing
joker: i got it dont worry hes getting the male nurses now and hes pissed
eliana: thats what he gets
he walked up to Alexandra as she laid back
joker: you got this ok you got 2 strong mamas at your side i better get chosen as padrino
she side smiled
Alexandra: you'll have to fight Isaiah for that
joker: dam ok favorite uncle it is haha good luck babygirl
he kissed her head and walked out .. eliana held her hand and looked at her phone at pictures of him she sighed and put the phone away
canela: sam told me about the letters
eliana: yea they got one page i got 10 joker lost it he broke down after his hectors ready to relapse its all so much ya know?
alexandra: im sorry
eliana: you have nothing to be sorry about im sorry if this put you into labor if anything its just a lot but like i told hector we have to take it day by day
Alexandra gave birth to a healthy babygirl an hour later ..
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