eliana: why have you never talked about her? or your son? chino you been in my life like forever now and
chino: its been one of my biggest mistakes but its something that still hurts me .. i know i should talk about her and him but its a lot ya know but im telling you so you know your not alone i feel your pain and im gonna be here to help you and the kids do what i have to with my brother ok?
she nodded as pulled her to him and hugged her tight
eliana: i know she'd be proud of you though
he sighed and shook his head
chino: i dont know if she would but taking them in has helped me a lot hearing that laugh again means a lot then having the kids over .. there truly my grandkids no matter what you say
eliana: i would never say your not though? you are there big papa haha but it all makes sense now thank you
chino: no thank you mija now go do what you have to do honor your mans name and come home cuz your a mama they need you and dont worry about Alexandra we got everything going we had to babygirl is set to come
she hugged him tight
eliana: i wont take long but i need to clear this shit up
he nodded as she ran upstairs and changed real quick and grabbed his gun and chain
eliana: i know your with me.. ill always shave you with me i promise vago i fucking promise
she heard the front door open she walked downstairs
hector: oo you look ready to do some shit?
joker: you good?
eliana: yea .. i got a pep talk that i really needed alexandras room is ready to go canelas with her we have to stop there first though?
hector: ofcourse we can see loko on the way out lets go buy the new mama some roses and bears
eliana: let me say bye to the kids
he nodded as she went outside
hector: i know what your letter said
joker: what are you talking about?
hector: i think he told me about it because if i wouldve seen anything and not been told i wouldve killed you no lie
it hit joker
joker: dont go down that road of thought nothing is going to happen yes i know what he said he told her to .. im alexias father im going to be around but did he write you the rest?
hector: what are you talking about?
joker: he doesn't want jr to grow up asking why alexia gets to call me dad and he doesn't why his dad had to leave and i get that im here to help her raise him he can call me dad because ill be like his dad but he'll know who his real father is and who he was .. dont start stressing over something you dont ok? she was my best friend we still are more than ever now im gonna be at her side shit ill move in if i have to
hector: thank you..
joker: your my homie and i know what your going threw mentally and you cant fall into the temptation think of the kids ok?
isaiah: are we having a moment?
joker turned and looked back at hector
hector: no just have to get my shit straight you good staying with them while we go handle something?
isaiah: can i come?
joker: no i dont want you in that
Isaiah: where do you think i been in? this old hag is fucking talking on my sister sams not going i wanna be there
eliana walked in
eliana: hes coming along
joker: you sure thats a good thing to do? im already trying to stop you from snapping on the old hag i cant stop him either
eliana: sam wanted to come but the kids dont want him to leave and i cant take him away either so hes his replacement so sam knows it'll be really ok but honestly why shouldn't i snap i deserve it?
joker: lets go alex is waiting haha hector you drive?
hector: yea i got the bigger truck
they made the drive .. eliana stayed int he back looking out the window thinking of it all she felt a hand squeeze hers
Isaiah: breath your to dam tense your gonna grind your teeth
eliana shook her head
Isaiah: i know whats wrong so i wont ask but you ain't alone i got you wanna hug?
she nodded as he hugged her tight
Isaiah: get all your tears out so that lady doesn't see you crying or alex come in cry all you want
she sat back up
eliana: there's the thing there's no more tears i can cry or maybe my body is saving them for the funeral i dont know.. or viewing?
isaiah: who knows but whenever your ready ill be right here to hug you
she side smiled at him as they got to the hospital and went up
canela: babygirl is healthy so is she they just have to have some tests done and the social worker has to see them to
eliana: for what?
canela; i dont know they told me to step out though?
she looked at hector and joker
joker: i got a wad of cash do what you have to go
she took he money and went in
Isaiah: whats the money for?
joker: you have a foster dad no mom there gonna question shit and maybe send her to a moms home we've seen this before with a homegirl the cash well is to bribe you never fucking know
canela; i should've called fuck i thought it was normal?
hector: its them just being shady thats all dont trip
eliana force ed herself in
eliana: why are you talking to my minor sister by herself without a grown adult in here are you insane? i have my lawyer already on his way im her guardian her foster parent is on his way
Alexandra: there doing a check up on me thats all eli its ok
linda: im sorry mam its just normal questions i thought you were notified
eliana: no i wasn't i huh im not leaving till your gone i dont trust you people i swear
she sat down mad
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