guero: eliana you wont understand ok?
eliana: no explain it to me? what would make you wanna pick that up again? after everything you been threw?
guero: mija .. you dont understand the pain after everything ive tried to do this idiot just tells me all of this like nothing
eliana: you think i dont understand that pain? like i didnt go threw anything? i cussed him out for you shit i rather have you as a father than him .. you tried to help me you tried to take care of me you thought of me more than they ever did they didnt care for me but you did!! so dont come telling me i dont understand the pain!
he shook his head
eliana: if your doing all that then dont come around leave me and sam alone we have eachother now ill do what i have to for him
guero: mija please
eliana: no im done being hurt .. we needed you you had us to stay strong for .. i needed a hug from you after what i went threw today after everything she yelled at me today
he tried to hug her but she stepped back
eliana: leave me alone im sorry rey did this to you we'll be ok
she walked away heart broken he left
joker: i heard
eliana: doesnt surpise me anymore but are you ok? wheres scott?
joker: hes putting away his things he didnt hear anything
she nodded
eliana: how are you?
he looked down
eliana: just tell me whats going on?
joker: this is all me .. canela was with me the night was doing a run a while back i shot at them i guess i mustve hit someone they been coming for me but they got her they havent gotten to you cuz your with me most of the time or with an OG
eliana: now canela stabbed his sister or homegirl i dont know huh
joker: yea i know its on me now i called up some homies we're gonna go deal with it
eliana: is it safe?
joker: no you already know that babe .. it has to be done i dont want them coming around mostly now with scott here
eliana: yea .. i just dont want you out alone but i know your not
joker: ill text if anything or have someone text you i love you ok?
eliana: i love you too
he kissed her and left
scott: he left?
eliana: he had to go work he'll be home later why?
scott: i wanted to show you both what i did but ill show you come here look
he pulled her into the room he showed her all his things how he had organized them and put things away
scott: what do you think?
eliana: its awesome im glad you found room for everything
scott: yea im gonna draw but im hungry?
eliana: draw ill make us something
she watched him set his things up as she prepared something
guero- im sorry for hurting you .. you deserve to be happy and thats with me out of your life and sams to .. im going to do whats right i will get sober i hope to see you both one day again
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