she read everything through from her case to her brothers to her younger siblings
she opened a beer as he got back home
joker: that bad
eliana: take a look for yourself you decide
she served him and herself
joker: some people shouldnt have kids
eliana: yea thats true
she sat back and didnt touch her food
joker: beer aint food come on eat
eliana: yea i know .. but this took my appetite
joker: what do you wanna do confront the lady call her up?
she sat back
eliana: whatever i do wont help them .. not like im any better
joker: your ten times better babe dont think that but this aint gonna be easy you know that
eliana: i know .. im gonna call her she got her phone and dialed the number
lupita- hello?
she got nervous
eliana- is this lupita?
lupita- yea whos this? whos asking?
eliana- its eliana your daughter remember me?
she laughed
lupita- haha oo honey why would you even fucking try
her heart broke as she sat back
eliana- i wanna talk ok please
lupita- theres nothing to talk about lose my number
eliana- fuck you ok i ain't asking you for shit ok? i dont want nothing from you! i just wanna sit down and talk i already got your address your move
joker sat back serious
lupita- why do you wanna see me why would they even give you my shit?
she sighed and fought back the tears
eliana- because i have questions .. and if i hear your answers from you personally itll help me better
lupita- i thought giving you up
eliana- no dont lie they took me away so you down or what?
lupita- yea iam come out in 2 weeks when im free come alone
eliana- ill think about it see you then
she hung up and sat there
joker: you ok?
eliana: i dont know .. i need a minute ok
he nodded
she went to her room and looked through her things and found her old notebook where she write about her mom ..
she sat down and looked through it .. all the things she had written about her mom how she hated the system for taking her away how all she wanted was a hug from her to meet her and talk to her to hear say i love you ..
she looked for a pen and sat down
eliana: i finally did what i always wanted to do call her hear her voice .. even knowing that you werent a good person knowing the truth about you that lil girl inside me still had hope .. hope that hearing it was me calling you would make you happy make you want to hug me and talk to me not make you angry i wanted you to cry with happiness i didnt want you to be disgusted .. i hated the system for taking me away but seeing how i ended up.. im glad they took me from you now .. but even if you dont love me or care for me i still love you i still have hope and that hurts the most
her phone went off
canela- sos!! about to get jumped!
she heard joker get up she wiped her teas and threw her shoes on and a big short and walked out
joker: no let me call the homegirls babe wait
eliana: do it but she needs me
eliana- where you at? im coming!
canel- run it at the park!
joker: babe wait!
she took off running joker grabbed his keys and called up the homies
she ran up and saw what was happening she grabbed one of the 3 girls that was on top of canela she grabbed her by her hair and started punching her
canela: she has a blade! huera!!
she turned and saw the blade in her hand she grabbed it and threw it
eliana: you fucking bitch!!
sadeyes: get her huera beat her ass!!
joker: shit get canela!
chino walked up and whistled
eliana got off the girl and spit on her and laughed as she didnt move
she helped canela up as the other girls tried helping there homegirl
eliana: try this shit again ill stab you with your own fucking blade next time bitch! 3 on one pussy ass hoes!
joker pulled her back
joker: calm down come on your lip and nose are bleeding
eliana: im fine help canela
they went to chinos the girls helped canela clean up as joker helped eliana
eliana: babe im fine haha
joker: then why wont your nose stop bleeding hold your head up come on
she did
joker: you feel better?
eliana: honestly no i knew those girls there bitches from 17 st
joker: i thought you wouldve released some anger shit haha
she laughed as she checked her nose in th mirror
eliana: no that ass whoppong was to protect canela who does that? .. my anger is different and see im not bleeding anymore
he side smiled and caressed her face
joker: your ass is crazy
eliana: yea but it is what it is
she looked down as chino walked over
chino: ay ay head up you did good out there im proud of you mija come here you disappeared on me earlier i couldnt hug you
she laughed a bit as he hugged her .. some tears fell
eliana: i called her
chino: no llores its ok?
eliana: i know but huh
joker: she was a total bitch there no fronting it i was getting mad by the ladys tone
chino: then fuck her eli she dont deserve you look at you handling bitches to help your homegirl canela aint even your blood but you treat her like she is
eliana: i know .. canelas my lil sister ill do anything for that brat but when you grow up wanting your mothers love it fucks with you different its like yea she talked to me like shit but i still cant hate her? but i dont get it though .. what did i do wrong? whats wrong with me that she hates me? that she hurt me the way she did?
chino didnt say anything he just hugged her tight .. her words broke his heart
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