she got up took alexia and went up to the nursery
joker: i didnt wanna stop her
vago: when she gets mad at her mom she usually gives alexia extra love .. but read it read the bottom part
joker looked threw the letter .. it said
i know your asking yourself why sam got more of the love out of all of you its because i loved his father his father was the one i wanted to be with my whole life and when it didnt work out i guess i lost myself but the love for him was never lost .. im sorry eliana i love you i always have i just never knew how to love you im here if you wanna write back hug your siblings thank you for being a mother to them when i couldnt for saving them and also i know your a great mother do what i couldnt be
joker put the letter down and shook his head
lokote: sams here what do we do?
vago: take the kids out back so they can play tell canela yall sit down here shit goes south ill stop her joker get the kids ok
joker: the fuck you mean south? the fuck?
vago: shes not pregnant anymore that anger is about to be different
they nodded as sam walked in with the kids running around
sam: swear they can run marathons but will never go to sleep on time haha
canela: why are you guys serious? wheres eli?
vago: shes in the nursery with the kids um scotty can you take sister to play out back for a sec mijo?
scott: wheres eli? i wanna hug her i brought her a gift?
vago: go get her then take sister shes upstairs
he nodded and took lisa upstairs
sam: what?
vago sighed and pulled out the letter
vago: even from the fucking grave this hag has some dumbass shit to fucking say look at this shit
sam shook his head
vago: what you dont wanna read it? why?
while upstairs
eliana: hey you? i missed you too
she hugged them
scott: where you crying? are you ok?
eliana: yea im ok just mad i think but i got you guys here now is sam downstairs?
scott: is it cuz of mom? its ok shes not in pain?
eliana: i know but im not sad about it its something else here sit down and play with alexia im gonna take jr to see canela
scott: ok can we watch a movie?
she nodded and set something up for them and walked down stairs
sam was sitting on the couch looking down with the letter in her hands
eliana: read the bottom reread that shit ten times over for me please
he sat back
canela: you shouldn't be getting mad about this its not good for you?
eliana: i been holding back so much anger canela i had to hold it back so my lil one wouldn't feel ounce of it .. cuz i care for him not like that old hag ever did but she cared for you you see what she said in that?
sam: you think its my fault? or what haw? it ain't my fault i was born?
eliana: im not saying it was but while yall where talking this and that you should've asked why she couldnt love her other kids or care for them the way she did you? therapy church still had the audacity to say i didnt love you and i abused you because of who your father was? really? im glad shes dead shit let her body rot
sam: eliana
he said as she gave vago jr
eliana: what haw? what? let me guess you wanna bury the birth giver? make us go morn her she doesn't deserve shit she doesn't deserve peace she doesn't deserve a proper fucking burial not from me from scott or lisa .. i hugged her as she fucking bled out i begged her to fucking live that I forgave her and she shot me down I almost got a charge cuz of that lady and she still put me down cuz I wasn't you.. did she ever ask for Scott or Lisa? Did she even care about them or was she looking only for you so you could pay for shit?
Sam sighed and sat back
Sam: I'm sorry ok I'm sorry what do I say haw? You don't think this shit hurts me? You don't think I'm fucking mad? The fuck .. I'm fucking confused and mad she didn't overdose
Eliana: I know you are and I'm sorry your in pain ok but fuck her and you know dam well she was using ?
Sam: she wasn't it was plotted.. I'm gonna figure it out
Joker: and when you do then what? She's still dead she still sent this letter to her? Let the lady stay dead man she's done her damage you deserve peace also man
Eliana tried sitting down with him but he stood up
Eliana: Sam please
Sam: it's not you.. you did nothing wrong I had my
Mom back.. and now she's gone for good
She looked at him confused
Eliana: you say family over anything .. she hated me Scott and Lisa she only loved you and your this sad? You had your mom back when we never had one? .. fuck you.. fuck you sam
She stormed off .. Lokote stopped Sam from following her
Lokote: let her be the kids are good safe here your not gonna agree it's pointless to argue
Sam: can they stay vago?
Vago: ofcourse man dont trip
he turned to canela
canela: lets go she has jr too
he nodded and they left ..
vago: it is what it is at this fucking point if he figures it out it was me ok?
joker: naw you wont go down like that im in it too fuck it
lokote: its all 3 why dont we take out the kids give her sometime to breath a bit
vago: alright
he walked up to the nursery they where all sitting on the floor watching a movie she was in the middle of them
eliana: he leave?
vago: yea he'll be back in a bit to get them
scott: no.. im not leaving i wont i dont care ill runaway if he trys to take me
eliana: yea um we got a problem
vago: shit
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Wanting to belong..
De TodoGrowing up I always wondered what it felt like to be held, hugged, loved, and cared for what it felt like to have a real home with a mom and dad .. I always wondered ... why me? why couldn't I go home to a real family? .. all I've ever wanted was to...
