eliana: lets get her a change of clothes fed then to the house we'll talk later about all this
sam: you ok though?
she looked at him threw the rear view mirror .. and shook her head
eliana:no .. i don't think ill ever be ok but at least i got you guys now
he nodded .. they got back to jokers
joker: she ok?
eliana: take her inside sam lay her down on the couch
he nodded and carried her in
martin: hey?
eliana: shes ok but a lot was done and shit came out you know crack heads always have a shit ton of kids and just abuse them and get rid of them
she walked in
joker: wait what?
martin: i got shit out here just go man she doesn't look ok
he walked in
scott: lucy!!
he ran out of his room and hugged her as she woke up
scott: i missed you so much! are you ok? hows nana?
she started to cry and hugged him
sam: this is some fucked up shit man
joker: fuck
eliana: scott nana passed away lucys here with us that's all that matters ok?
scott looked at them confused
scott: wait what?
sam: yea lil man she ain't in pain no more ok?
scott: i get that but then what happens? if mom takes us back nana wont take us anymore then what?
eliana: its okshes not going to take you anywhere just relax take her to your room show her what you got today make her smile please?
he nodded and got her up
scott: come on i got you
she went with him
joker: that took a turn
eliana: it only gets worse i don't even know what to do I'm lost for words
joker: so I'm guessing yall have more siblings?
sam: 2 to be exact around 14 and 15 i already got a homie looking for them but at this point I'm pissed that there hurt they don't deserve this? scotts worried for the wrong reasons lucys hurt she hasn't said word just crying most of the time
joker: how you feeling?
eliana: heartbroken mad i wanna find that lady and just snap i never thought it'd get this bad but then at the same time I'm happy we have her now but i don't know what the hell to do I'm all over
joker: yea i get you
he hugged her as she broke down
sam: joker can we talk real quick? alone?
joker: go check on them babe
eliana: ok
they walked outback the kickback had died down they where out front smoking ..
joker: whats up?
sam: i got a place in the city a nice lil townhouse with some money i made being locked up it has enough rooms for them and i wanna be able to give them also i know our birthgiver wouldn't be able to find us she doesn't even know I'm out or alive at least
joker nodded
joker: you'd have to talk to them I'm down to help out give them that life i even wanna move but i cant leave this is home to me ya know this is my childhood home my dad left it to us but i know you mean well
he nodded
sam: i know your a good man and I'm thankful for everything you've done and are still going to do because i know she loves you i saw that lockscreen picture of hers haha but i know lucy wont fit here i wanna talk to scott see if he wants to go with me to have eliana come visit stay whatever after she works or however you guys do it
joker: she hasn't work since i got shot to help me and take care of scott but i gotta get back on my shit and she might want to also but you wouldn't have them around it right?
sam: i would never take them near it or is it close to me either i keep it like yall but we good
joker: yea we're good ill talk to the homies out front yall settle what you have to but your other siblings?
sam: plan for them is if there adoptable ill adopt them .. but i plan to go after our birth mom im mad now i got a lot to say and i know eliana has my back
he nodded
joker: i got your back to
he gave him a handshake and they went there ways ..
martin: that didn't sound to good
joker: yea it wasn't its all kind of bad but im glad homies home he can help them way more i gotta get back on my grind for sure and help eli to
martin: yea its all good you need to heal though that's your fighting arm
joker; yea i wont be fighting anytime soon shit haha
the night went by and the homies left ..
scott: thank you for today for everything i loved it all but im happy your home joker
he hugged him
joker: im glad to be home but im happy you had a good birthday next week we'll go out to eat and shop for you give you your special birthday ok?
scott: and for lucy?
joker: hell yea get yall whatever you want
he nodded and hugged joker
eliana: so im guessing your leaving?
sam: yea i got some shit to get done but dont worry ill be back you wanna take her shopping tomorrow? do you have a babysitter how you working?
eliana: i cant work i dont trust anyone right now but i have savings ill be ok
sam: i got you money wise let the homie bounce back ill come threw in the afternoon and we can go out that sound good?
eliana: yea let me know what time ill have them ready
he hugged her and left ..
joker: what are you thinking?
eliana: my minds blank i want whats best for them and i think they should live with him but i dont wanna be far from them either then to think theres 2 more out there just breaks my heart and im angry too but wanna know what?
joker: what?
eliana: im glad your home i feel complete now
she hugged him as he laughed and kissed her head
joker: i finally have you in my arms ..
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РазноеGrowing up I always wondered what it felt like to be held, hugged, loved, and cared for what it felt like to have a real home with a mom and dad .. I always wondered ... why me? why couldn't I go home to a real family? .. all I've ever wanted was to...
