Wanting to belong..

Call him

joker- you finally woke up? where he find you?

eliana- wheres hector?

joker- i dont know why?

eliana- he said he was coming back and he never did and hes not answering me jose im scared?

joker- shit let me get his location ill call you right back

eliana-fine

she hung up and tried looking for him and then saw vagos location was on and at a bar locally

eliana: what the fuck?

she grabbed her sweater and keys and went downstairs

isaiah: whats going on?

eliana: vagos location is on down at the bar there bar i know where hector went can you watch them or i can take

isaiah: no go sams on his way over to i think

eliana: ill pay you i promise i just have to find him i dont want him to drive drunk

isaiah: go its ok

she took off .. she parked and got off and ran in

she found him with his head laid down on a table

eliana: hector? hector wake up come on

bartender: you his wife?

eliana: no im his friend how long has he been here have you checked if hes breathing?? hector wake up come on?

she moved his head and he half smiled

eliana: how do you have all this dam money and here you are passed out a place like this? you said you where coming home you said you weren't going to do this come on?

he pushed himself up and looked around

hector: this aint no shithole or just any other place ok here let me pay my tab real quick what time is it?

eliana: its fucking 9 am ok come on ill pay for it

she paid everything and got him up

hector: thanks linda ill see you

eliana: never youll see him never he wont be drinking anymore

hector nodded at linda as they walked out she got him in the car

Eliana: you said you where coming back why didnt you?

hector: i needed to clear my mind i wasnt drinking when i first got there i was eating and just sitting by myself

eliana: then what made you drink? you said

hector: yea i said what i said and thats what i was trying to do ok im sorry i went back on it i didnt mean to i just didnt wanna feel anything

Eliana: did it work?

she said as she pulled up to the house

hector: it did for a second then i saw the text you sent him

Eliana: text? to who?

hector: i have vagos other phone the work one and he would get texts to both and i saw your text and i just went into the darkness a bit

Eliana: im sorry thats not what i meant to do ok i didnt know

hector: no no its not your fault eli its mine i picked up the bottle i just lost myself for a bit i think we're all going to loose our selves a bit as long as we come back ya know

Eliana: yea i just dont want you to kill yourself over this the alcohol can ruin your liver your kidneys .. but i get you i do im doing my all not to fall its like i have to stay busy i shouldn't tell you shit though

hector: what do you mean?

Eliana: i bought some sleeping pills last night took a bath to relax took like 6 and fell asleep in the tub isaiah found me

hector looked at her

hector: i dont know whats more dangerous i rather you drink with me

Eliana: i will just pills help me not dream

hector: why not dream?

eliana: so i dont dream with him i dont wanna see him like that

she said getting out of the car he followed her

eliana: dont tell the kids where you where ok im just glad your ok an dback your room is there

he nodded as they went inside

alexia: mami!!

she picked her up as she ran to her joker could see her fake smile as she hugge dher

joker: lil man woke up to

eliana: is he in his crib?

Isaiah: no i got him cleaned up and everything hes in his high chair

eliana: thank you

she went to the kitchen

hector: dont ask im to hung over

joker: i knew where you there huh what made you do it though i thought you where staying sober?

hector: i went to the funeral home to pay off some shit when we got back yesterday and they gave me his other phone that was left behind and i turned it on and saw her texts recent ones she was sending and it sent me into a deep spiral .. dont tell her ok i told her something else

Isaiah: are you ok?

hector: no but i will be dont leave your sisters side you hear me? promise me you wont?

Isaiah nodded

Isaiah: i wont i promise

he nodded and went upstairs

joker: fuck man huh

Isaiah: go do what you have to its ok i got her

joker: let me see if she needs anything then ill go you good though? this is alot to handle and theres alot you dont know ok

Isaiah: shes my sister i got her and i got you to its ok

he nodded and went to check on eliana .

eliana: he went to lay down?

joker: yea he did

eliana: i should've asked him what i needed to ask him but are you leaving?

joker: yea i have to but ill be right back in a bit you good whats the plan?

eliana: get them ready and go see Alexandra you can meet over there if you want? isaiah told chino to leave

joker: im gonna see if they let loko out so ill text you but what did you need to ask him? everything ok?

eliana:its all good go i hope they give you some good news

he nodded and hugged her and kissed her head

joker: ill be back in a bit alexia be good Babygirl lil man eat all your food ok?

he giggled as he kissed his head and leaft

alexia: mama

eliana: eat all your breakfast baby

scott: no eli she needs to ask you something

eliana: what is it mami? we have to get ready to go see alex's baby she had her babydoll

she nodded at her and looked at her plate

alexia: is daddy gonna be there?

isaiah: shes been asking for daddy but thats what she calls joker right?

eliana: no hes dada.. um alexia babygirl

alexia: i want my daddy? where is he? call him

eliana looked back at jr and sighed