as the next day came joker went out lucy was still not talking
eliana: ok you ate we got you showered and new clothes we're gonna go out with sam? do you like same?
she nodded
eliana: can you tell me your name?
she sat there quiet ..
scott: she talks to me when we're alone only
lucy hit him and shook her head
eliana: why?
scott: because mom used to yell at her for crying or laughing because she thought she was annoying but lucy its ok eliana loves us shes our big sister and sams our big brother? you can talk
she looked down shy
eliana: babygirl i love you and your safe with us I'm gonna do my all to make sure you stay with me and stay safe I promise I just wanna hear your beautiful voice talk to me tell me all your story anything you want ill listen to you? whats your favorite toy?
lucy: barbies ..
eliana: and your favorite color?
lucy: blue and pink
eliana: really? blues my favorite color to babygirl i love you ok?
lucy: I love you too ..
she got up and hugged her eliana tried her hardest not to cry she could feel her pain ..
the day went by
eliana- I'm so mad I'm calm I wanna destroy that lady she wouldn't talk to me she was scared iw ould be annoyed by her
joker-you are destroying her let sam take them and keep them don't answer her calls anymore see how she feels about that babe the kids will be ok and safe and loved now and she'll lose her shit
eliana- i want them to go with him but then I feel like I'm abandoning them to huh i gotta get back on my shit to I been having to many feelings
he laughed
joker- no you care that's all and your not abandoning them you want whats best we'll get a bigger place eventually
eliana- really?
joker- i don't wanna live with my brother my whole life he's a whore haha lets talk about it later ok? go out take them to his house talk to them about this move its whats best babe I think sam can really help them
eliana- ok babe I love you be safe
joker- love you to babygirl
she got the kids ready as sam got there
eliana: she finally talked but scot told me why
sam looked back at lucy
sam: can we talk?
she took a deep breath
lucy: hi
sam: that's a start come on if you want anything you have to tell me not just show us babygirl?
lucy: ok
she grabbed his hand as they walked out eliana grabbed her phone and saw a text
lupita- i know you have them both dolores told me everything I'm glad your brothers finally home from prison I'm back in town ill be seeing you guys soon take care of my babies
eliana- fuck you that's all I have to say to you
she put her phone away and they left
eliana: I think you should keep them do you have rooms?
sam: uh yea I do but I thought we could talk to them first?
eliana: ill talk to them about it as we shop she texted and I don't know if shes going to come trying to find them she said shes back in town
he nodded
sam: yea they'll be safer with me but if your free tomorrow I can have a homegirl watch them and we can go fight with her you got me now fuck that hag
eliana: I been to emotional around her she knows she can get to me
sam: its cuz you still care and hope she can be a mother when you know she cant you have to let that part of you die a bit
she shook her head
sam: look back at these kids think about them your giving them the love our mother never gave us I'm cold and dead inside but I will show them the love to you and them and to the ones we're looking for but to that lady I will argue with I will yell at her ass and cuss her out her words wont hurt me no more .. i want you to do the same eliana head up and tell her fuck you we'll take custody of them she swears she has an upper hand
eliana: yea i gotta work on that part but ill be ok lets get them what they need and back to your place i dont trust her and i dont want that kind of drama at jokers cuz the homies react different
sam: yea i can tell lets do this
they went out and took them shopping
scott: why are we shopping for beds and stuff?
sam looked at eliana
sam: you tell them i got her she was pulling me to the barbies
eliana: there her favorite too go
he walked away eliana sat down with scott
scott: whats going on?
eliana: look i love you and i want you both to stay with me but you both dont fit with me right now sam has a house that's huge and you'll have your own room so will lucy you get to do whatever you want with it its for the best right now
scott: you.. you dont want us then?
eliana: no i do but your safer with him mom knows where we live and i dont want her to come looking for you guys she doesn't know where sam lives she wants to take you both back
scott: we dont wanna go back me and lucy talked shes so much happier to .. you'll visit right? we can go to school to?
eliana: yes ofcourse ill visit me and joker and yes that too we'll make it all work now go look for things for your new room
he nodded and hugged her tight
scott: thank you eli i love you
eliana: i love you too babyboy
seeing him run towards sam and lucy made her open her eyes .. that anger settled in as she saw more texts from her mom
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