joker: why you looking at me like that? haha what did you think?
she shook her head as they posed for another picture
homie: this one yours too fool? haha
joker: haha naw babygirl only
eliana: yea i learned after one haha
joker: really??
they took some more and walked back
sam: i heard from here haha they gonna think babys mine
joker: she would've smacked me if i said she cheated haha
she smacked him as she showed him the pictures
eliana: i love these let me make copys so she can have some in her room then ill send them to you?
joker: make copys and frame mine for me put the date and everything so i can have them when i get out i know they fuck with shit here so ill just send you the pictures i have
eliana: sounds good to me and you?
lokote: what?
eliana: you gonna send me things so i can save them for you for when you get out?
lokote: I'm not coming home that soon
sam: thats if you dont want to i gave you the paperwork read it threw homie all you gotta do is do those classes shits easy i do them from time to time to stay off probation
lokote looked at the packet as alexia pulled at him
joker: these walls ain't your forever home carnal come on we got a family to go home too
eliana: and before you talk out your ass we are your family this lil girl is your world you have time to catch up on and you have a nephew on the way just cuz he ain't the dad
lokote: bloodline dont matter yall are still my blood babygirl
he hugged her
lokote: i cant make any promises but i will try my best
he took alexia and hugged her
sam: i got yall if anything but you gotta be smart and act right as a baby daddy cuz i got her back
joker:i know dont trip
he hugged eliana tight
joker: dont pop yet ok?
eliana: trust me I'm gonna wait till pass his due date but come home early if you can you have a birthday to attend
joker: i will i promise love you
eliana: love you too..
he kissed her head she hugged lokote .. alexia cried for him
eliana: its ok mamas come on you want a candy?
sam: lets get some ice cream come on
he took her and made her laugh as they walked out
sam: i saw that look you gave him what he say?
eliana: dont worry about it haha
they made the drive
sam: say shit happens you and vago dont work out
eliana: ill become a nun better yet a lesbian
sam: i doubt that haha
eliana: you really be a chismoso haw?
sam: i dont know you can see it in that picture what you gonna tell vago?
eliana: he had said some dumb shit thats why i was looking at him like that .. i asked if he would bring a female around her to just warn me cuz i dont know ya know you never know i dont trust everyone
sam: what he say?
eliana: he would never do that he doesn't plan on doing known of that he wants to be a dad
sam: ok good thats good right?
eliana: duh but then he said i can never replace you and that just threw me off
sam: why? your one of a kind he fucked up babygirl we all know that?
eliana: he did but i replaced him he wont replace me cuz im her mom but i replaced him she calls both of them dada and i know as cool as he is with vago it hurts him and i feel bad
sam: you didnt replace him vago stepped up and helps you with her jokers coming home it'll be ok eli dont get in your feels
eliana: im not in my feels its just weird ..
sam: let it out now i dont wanna canela knowing shit and your more emotional now too
eliana: hes actually being a good dad and stepping up and being the man i needed when i was pregnant with her why now? why do i miss that? why do i miss him when i got everything i ever wanted with vago like huh like why do i miss that idiot when he dead ass accused me of cheating he wanted a DNA test
sam grabbed her hand
sam: you better not shed a dam tear over that fool eli
eliana; not like i want to this boy huh
sam: look at it like this then hes being the dad and the man he should've been yea lets be happy about it cuz he could've been a dead beat like our dad and just dropped from the face of the earth or given you hell about it
eliana: why now though fucking dumbass got me rethinking shit when i wanna marry my best friend
sam: fuck the rethink marry vago bring this lil one into the world have the family we didnt have he was an experience a lesson thats all lives testing you and you ain't falling back cuz you got it all now a home a beautiful daughter another on the way and a man that'll do it all for you
eliana: yea your right im just in my feelings ill be ok i will be but if vago asks about these pictures he said dumb shit and i smacked him afterwards
sam: aight deal keep your big head up cuz im bringing them home
eliana: thank you your the best brother
sam: fucking huera stop crying!!
eliana: what do you want me to do!! this lil boy got me in my dam emotions all i want is for her to have her daddy ok shit leave me alone haha
she laughed as she cleaned her tears
sam: no more babys im done with this shit poor vago man i need to buy him a bottle of jack
he got her home ..
vago: you didnt miss me mamas?
she hid her face in elianas hair
eliana: you know how she gets
vago: mm yea i forgot but i have all these toys i got today? you dont wanna see them babygirl?
eliana looked at her she looked at him she reached for him
sam: bribing them always works
vago: fuck yea haha come here i missed you monkey
alexia: toys!!
he laughed as she hugged him
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