eliana: now i really have to go i dont want people finding out that old tweaker is my mom haha
chino: eli let her ass be just chill
eliana: it'll be ok i need something to do anyways im safe i promise
she flased him her gun
chino: don't kill your mother
eliana; ill try not to haha
she left and went over to jokers .. she didn't see her at first until she parked
lupita: so you drive this nice ass car and you don't help your mother out with the bills?
eliana: this nice car is your sons he gave it to me actually and we both know if you got any money out of us it would be for a fix now fucking leave
she went to go inside lupita followed
lupita; no i want my kids eli where are they? my mothers funeral is coming up and i want them to go
eliana: well there not with me it was your weekend don't you remember the drugs are getting to you lady haha
lupita: eliana im not kidding ok i want to see them they deserve to tell her goodbye plus i miss them i do ok? i wanna see them?
she sighed and turned to her
eliana: you know i talked to the other 2 you left somewhere they got adopted and have a really good life with a family and everything why didn't you give up scott and lucy?
lupita; i know they where adopted i checked in on them i knew jordan was a bright kid from the start .. im trying to do good with scott and lucy ok i fucked up with you well you where annoying sam his dad took him look at him
eliana: i was 3 i need love not abusing you old hag and don't talk down on sam cuz this car was paid out and hes doing ten times more for lucy and scott than you ever had your fucking trying scotts 9 and has never been to school mom?
she saw the neighbor walking out and looking
eliana: look just fucking leave there not here ok
lupita; i want to see them please!
eliana: no!! get the fuck out!!
lupita: there my children i birthed them i have a right to them!!
eliana: what fucking right to abuse them!? lucy was found crying with her grandmothers fucking body scott was found in your trashed place he taught himself how to fucking read and do math and everything else you bitch your fucking trying you ain't shit your trash that's what!! now leave!!
lupita: Ill go to the police ill report you!
eliana: do it they'll see your record then they'll try and take them away like you've gotten all of us tooken away come on go
she stood back
lupita: you wouldn't tell a pregnant woman no would you?
she turned surprised and busted out laughing
eliana: haha bitch stop lying to yourself forreals just leave your never seeing them again and that i promise you
lupita stormed off .. eliana went inside and broke down everything had gotten to her .. she fell asleep and woke up to a call ..
eliana- i didnt think you would call?
joker-i got moved quick thanks to that lawyer how are you though everything ok?
she sighed
joker- whats wrong?
eliana- i connected my siblings and it didnt go like i thought it would ..
joker- eliana? i fucking told you not to make that move at least right now babe? come on!
eliana- what? nothing bad happened it was an hour drive into the hills there fucking adopted to rich snobby fucking parents .. i love them but huh
joker- you see you should've let it go i told you
eliana- yea let go knowing they might need me just like i needed someone to save my ass from the shit i got going on? and oo yea i heard some chisme too wanna hear it?
joker- what?
eliana- you got 2 baby moms not me but another female you cheated on jenny for? yea shes pregnant and jennys other man said it ain't his the math ain't right
he stayed quiet
eliana- yup and also my mom popped out and said shes pregnant to or some bullshit and wants the kids back but huh
joker- shes what? how? huh and that bitch is lying
eliana- yup i think shes lying but i don't know and don't talk down on her you don't know ok ill let it be until they come at me side ways im back home now
joker- why are you there? i told you to stay with chino?
eliana- because i wanted to be alone and somewhere i call home now im just sad im gonna get drunk ok night
joker- no go to chinos eli
eliana- im ok don't worry i love you
joker- eliana listen to me!
the machine talked
eliana- ill be ok you know they'll show up soon to check in on me .. i love you?
joker- fucking eliana .. i love you too
the call cut she threw her phone and went and grabbed the bottle and started drinking
sam- what happened to coming over? where are you?
eliana- to drunk to drive ill come over tomorrow
sam- where are you i know your not at chinos?
eliana- don't trip im good night
she hung up and threw her phone she locked up the house and went to the room and just drank the night away .. sam found her passed out the next morning
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