Wanting to belong..

Uhhh

they talked for a couple hours

sam- the hell you been? you left the street like nothing? You always text?

Eliana- vago found me and asked me out to eat so we went out I'm barely getting home everything ok?

Sam- fucking vago we need to talk I'll be at your place in a bit

Eliana- is everything ok the kids?

Sam- we're fine it's mom

Eliana- shit ok see your here

She put her phone down

Eliana; he's coming over you should go

Vago: me and Sam are homies from before he was even locked up don't trip he won't get mad

Eliana: your really trying hard haw? Vago you got a fetish or something? Haha

Vago: haha fuck no the fuck haha your just chill and I wanna get to know you more than a homegirl ya know  yes your pregnant I respect that and your independent too I respect you for that too but you deserve someone to have your back that ain't your brother

Eliana looked at him and nodded

Eliana: thanks for being straight forward I just don't want you to waist your time on me that's all my main worry is her

Vago; yea I get but someone should worry about you and her well if you want?

She blushed as he gave her a flirty smile

He left sam got there

Sam: why you tell him to leave?

Eliana; he had a call so what did the old bitch do now?

Sam; haha she wants to talk to you she sent her homies to come find me cuz they know better than to approach you

Eliana: why would they do that?

Sam; your off limits they wanna talk to you they come to me vago asked and I was cool with it cuz I know him since the system

She nodded as she ate

Eliana: I feel so special haha but tell that bitch I don't wanna talk to her wanna know what I'll tell her homies myself

Sam: oo I told them but her ass wants to move things to the courts and I barely got custody I can't risk it

Eliana: she's a drug addict with a record?

Sam: yea I have murder charges it's different let's meet her somewhere? You know I got your back

Eliana: I'll kill her if I go into labor but ok i guess when?

Sam: in a bit haha I'll drive

Eliana: huh let me get change I guess

She went to get and ready when she saw her old phone going off

Lokote- well well you still have this number?

Eliana- I do I just hang up when I hear it's him you I wouldn't

Lokote- huera come on it's been

Eliana- look I'm busy it's been 2 months I ain't over it I'm doing me the house is paid and tooken care of I'm fine baby girl is fine too she'll be due by the end of next month

Lokote- Eli why are you so mad? He fucked up he's never fucked up like that?

Eliana- imagine being loyal paying all the bills for a couple months going excited he gets to find out he's gonna be a daddy to a baby girl after the hell we been threw and he comes at me side ways? Saying he heard something from the streets? That hurt ok it broke me Lokote take care ok

Lokote- can you send him some pics at least of her?

Eliana- when she's born yea don't trip

She ended the call and finished getting ready and they left

Sam: I heard that call

Eliana: yea

Sam: what he want?

Eliana: it was Lokote I haven't talked to joker since that day and I know he's looking for me but no one's talking or saying a word Lokote I won't disrespect so I told him we're fine then explained shit

He nodded

Sam: so vago?

Eliana: don't start he just came talking today

Sam: I know but what's the plan so I can know?

Eliana: I don't know just someone to talk to that isn't my brother or close homies i miss joker and i love him i wanna hear his voice but my heart is still broken i don't know if i can ever over come it ..

sam: there just words?

eliana: well think about it i was having all these females tell me oo your with him still he got this bitch pregnant he cheated on her he'll cheat on you all this shit talk and i never said a thing or doubt him but he hears one thing and comes at me wrong yea

sam: i understand and im sorry but all i know is once he comes out and shows up your mind is going to change plus you cant keep her from him

eliana: i don't know whats going to happen when time comes then we'll see ok and ofcourse i wouldn't huh leave me alone please and don't tell no one about vago

sam: i wont say a word i hope he helps you move on i cant for that drama though 5 bucks you cheat on vago with joker

she smacked him as he drove

sam: what! haha

they got to the place they where meeting up there mom ..

flaco: hey

eliana: where is she?

flaco: dam no hi dad how are you long time no see?

eliana: how arent you dead you look so sucked up from the drugs dam where is she?

lupita walked out with a car seat

eliana: there she is whats up?

lupita walked up and gave her the car seat

lupita: you know how you bitched about me being a shitty mom this and that well here I am doing better you take care of it the system fucked you up and him

sam stood there in shock

eliana moved the blanket it was a baby boy asleep

eliana: wait you where pregnant?

lupita: yea i was i told you this and you ignored me now here's junior

eliana: what the fuck

sam: she had me at 14 you at 15 come on she ain't that old

eliana: huh why am i holding this car seat?

lupita: take him i don't have time for a baby

flaco: come on mija you can afford it you can to mijo

sam: don't call me that yea we'll take him fuck yall if i hear one more thing about court shit its on sight im done with you

lupita: it isn't because you'll do anything for those kids and this one ill always have the upper hand take care of him ill call you later

sam: fuck you you got nothing you tweaked out bitch stop fucking around and having kids get it tied shit

eliana: lets go fuck them forreals

sam helped her and they left she sat in the back with junior

eliana: we cant keep him sam.. im pregnant due soon you have the kids already they have a nanny

sam: we're not giving him up im not doing that to him eli

eliana: then what do we do haw?!