hector: whos this?
eliana: this is the homegirl canela or stacy haha canela this is hector
canela; i saw you yesterday nice move
hector: glad you liked it haha but eli you know this ain't the right move?
eliana: if he says anything just tell him it was my idea ok
hector: i wouldn't snitch ill pretend like i dont know
eliana: thank you haha
he got them to a house and they took a car
canela: a hook up just like that dam?
eliana: its the only way out of there i dont know if i can stay trapped in a house for so long but why did you wanna come along?
canela: for moral support and chisme haha
eliana: ok whats the chisme? aver tell me?
canela; so jenny cheated right
eliana: yes we all know that
canela: jokers the baby daddy
eliana: canela your suppose to protect joker come on haha
canela: no deadass the guy came out and even said it do the math her due date is way to early to be his this and that but all i said was DNA test will prove it so shut up haha
eliana: that's what he said to i ain't trippin on that i dont care
canela: i know but there's another female
she looked at canela confused
eliana: what? another? jenny came out crying right after we got together?
canela: he cheated on jenny right as jenny cheated on him she was barely coming out with it i might know who it is i dont know
she sighed
eliana: let her come out with it im not going to go looking im not that kind of bitch
canela: you ain't mad? i would be livid? he should've at least said some shit?
eliana: it was before me plus if an ex did that to me i would've cheated way harder haha enough of the bullshit ok
she pretended like it didnt bother her but two babies? .. she shrugged the thought away and go the restaurant her brother said to meet up at ..
they stood by the car as a kid walked up
jordan: eli?
she turned and smiled
eliana: hey? haha jordan?
he nodded as she hugged him he didnt hug her back
eliana: whats wrong?
jordan: this is just surreal i guess i didnt think i would ever meet you but look at this car? and you live in the ghetto?
eliana looked at it and sighed
eliana: its our brother sams hes a business man and is helping me out i work to though we can live in the hood and still make money for nice things?
jordan: business man meaning sells drugs?
eliana: that or owns multiple businesses
jordan: i know he was prison and for murder and he got out?
eliana looked at him
eliana: yea he was but he was innocent the person that did it gave themselves up he came out a new man but enough about that how are you? do you like school are apart of any clubs? if you wanna eat we can go in?
he shook his head
jordan: no i dont wanna eat i have to go to practice i just wanted to tell you face to face i want no contact with you or you guys i got lucky getting adopted and i dont want this family to think im trying to go backwards to my roots i guess i have a good chance at life
eliana: what do you think we would drag you down or something? all i wanted was for you to know that you where loved and cared for even if our mother gave you up i was raised in forster homes to it just wasnt in rich white people areas but you got lucky .. i wish you the best though do you and good luck trying to get rid of your roots your lil homies over there standing a lil tuff ay canela what do the homies do with those kinds of idiots?
canela: they roll up on them and ask them what hood they bang if they drop the wrong hood they get shot that easy
eliana: have a good life and when you turn 18 and your parents see they cant get money out of you anymore and they drop you dont look for me or sam or your other 2 young siblings because i would've tooken you in helped you because i needed that when i got kicked out for turning 18
he stepped back
eliana: yea you didnt know that they got money outta adopting from the foster care haw? yea go home and ask those questions haha good luck kid and tell your group to calm it down before things get ugly for them lets go canela
she nodded and they left .. eliana stayed quiet on the ride back
canela: look eli
eliana: let it be im over it honestly
canela: you sure?
eliana: yea at least i know i tried to get to know them but im glad there good in a home even if there being erased of from where they came from
canela: you dont wish you had that? i have a family and i wish i had what they have
eliana smacked her
eliana: dont talk like that shit might get hard with yours but you know they love you no matter what i never had nothing do i wish i had what they have .. no i know its fake the rich white ones are the ones that abused me the most
eliana got them back to chinos ..
canela: dont tell joker you heard from me ok
eliana: i wont dont worry if you hear anything else tell them to come tell his girl i dont bite
canela: ill tell them dont worry haha
they hugged and went there ways .. she went into the house it was all quiet
sam- im sorry
eliana- yea can i come over? can i go out? im losing it here?
sam- go but be careful ok? call me if anything
eliana- can i come over?
sam- go for it they got signed up to go to school today i got a lawyer and everything
eliana- that's awesome ill be over in a bit
she ended the call and walked out
chino: dont go
eliana: and why not?
chino: i guess there's a lady by jokers saying shes your mom and shes looking for you
eliana: what the fuck? haha
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