Wanting to belong..

The call

she stayed up that night thinking of him of everything ..

canela: he ain't dead eli come on

eliana: bitch i know he ain't im just hurt huh i hate this

canela: wanna get drunk? we can do that?

eliana: im good ill watch though haha

she sat back as canela made drinks and rolled up a blunt

canela: stop being lame smoke stupid

eliana: you pressure so much i swear haha

they smoked she stayed looking for her siblings numbers .. they smoked until they passed out on the couch she woke up to her phone ringing

eliana- hello?

the machine went off

joker- hey sleepy head haha

eliana- hey haha you ok? where are you?

joker- im still in county but there going to move me in a bit i just wanted to call you ok?

eliana- yea im good babe don't worry i miss you though got so high last night i passed out canelas on the floor haha

joker- yall are to much i miss you too babygirl keep your head up once im settled i want you to come see me ok?

eliana- you know i will just let me know right now with everything im just gonna look for my other siblings and try and see the kids a bit more

joker- don't eli

eliana- what do you mean don't?

he sighed

joker- i know your staying at chinos i know everything don't look for them right now its not the right move to make babe let shit chill

eliana- why? there my blood?

joker- yea they are your blood and get this is important but you cant even go see scott or lucy? if shit happens where you gonna take them? haw? think about this

she went quiet

joker- i love you but think babygirl you need them safe your not safe right now less stress and worry is better ok?

eliana- yea your right i love you too when will you call again?

joker- in a day or too once im settled be safe

eliana- you to

the call cut she sat there .. she didn't listen

chino: come on huera

eliana: im just gonna call ok? please? don't snitch?

chino: i ain't no snitch haha go for it but that's all

she nodded and went to her room and made a call

jordan- hello?

eliana- is this jordan?

jordan- yes this is him whos this?

eliana- my names eliana im your sister? i don't know if your foster care workers told you?

he went quiet

eliana- look i don't want anything from you im not like our birth mom i just wanted you to know that you have siblings ok?

jordan- i knew but i never thought i would hear from anyone .. how old are you?

eliana- im 18 and you?

jordan- 16.. where are you?

eliana- i live in south central im not to far but yea

jordan- in the ghettos .. um i don't know if my parents would want me to talk to you but i would love to get and know you

eliana- your parents?

jordan- yea? i was adopted on my 15th birthday by this really nice couple they know about our mom and well yea where you adopted?

eliana- no i aged out but im so happy for you? are you happy?

jordan- yes im happy but can we meet? how did you get my number though this is so crazy?

eliana- yes we can ofcourse and threw my old case worker we stayed in contact but let me know ill go to you?

jordan- ill text you a restaurant by my highschool later today?

eliana- ill be waiting on your text jordan

the call cut ..

chino: so?

eliana: he was adopted he has a family

she sat down

chino: whats wrong? that's good news?

eliana: it is and im happy for him its just crazy but we're suppose to meet later you think i can go?

chino: yea ask sam if you can get your car? haha has a bullet in it

eliana: huh ill call him haha

she walked out back and looked at her sisters number

eliana- hello?

karen- yes whos this?

eliana- um this is eliana im looking for elixabeth?

karen- and you are? why are you calling my daughters number this is an LA number?

eliana- um im her sister? my case worker helped me get her number i out aged the system and i wanted to reconnect with my siblings?

she sighed

karen- dont scare me like that next time just be upfront ok here she is

eliana- sorry and thank you

elizabeth- hello?

eliana- hey sorry about that im eli im your sister and

elizabeth- lets end that there i want nothing to do with you or anyone in that family i found out about our mother long ago and what shes done i knew you existed and i know there's more kids im happy adopted im trying to erase of all that so please loose my number

eliana- alright cool if you ever need anything just call ill answer you even if you hate me you'll always be my sister

the call cut .. she deleted the number and got changed

sam- stay there

eliana- i will fucking take a bus sam or ill go back to my fucking home?

sam- dam all mad? the fuck? haha

eliana- joker told me no to i called them and elizabeths mom i guess went off on me and so did she she wants nothing to do with us

sam- yea sounds about right hectors rolling up in 10 just walk out and leave dont talk to anyone ok

eliana- thanks

the call cut

chino: i heard from here

canela: can i go with you?

eliana: you want to?

canela: yea we can talk go other places i have money and plus .. i been wanting to talk to you about something

eliana: alright lets go hes getting here in 10

canela ran off to get her bag

chino: anyone approaches you shoot first dont argue with a person ok

eliana: it'll be low key dont trip

chino: you ok?

eliana: no but i will be i think

he nodded as canela came back out and they walked outside as hector got there

hector: your rides here lets go