joker: ay do i get a hug to or what? haha
she stepped back and looked at him serious
joker: it was not my fucking fault alright dont come at me?
eliana: you motherfucker i swear! you dont know how hard its been?
he side smiled and hugged her tight
joker: im sorry ok ive missed her vagos been telling me how shes been?
vago: look babygirl?
they turned as alexia almost jumped out of vagos arms and ran to joker he laughed and picked her up and hugged her
alexia: daddy!!
she hugged him tight joker looked at her
joker: im home babygirl .. im free my love im not leaving you again i promise princess..
alexia hugged him
eliana stood back
lokote: ay ay no sappy shit im free fool haha you like your surprise?
eliana: fuck yea i loved it my babygirls happy and i got my first big brother home you asshole haha do the OGs know?
vago: everyone knew accept you babe haha
eliana: i hate yall i swear
they went outside the guys said hello to everyone
chino: your twin look at you too your a dad fool
joker: naw she aint my twin she looks just like her mama but she does have my attitude though aha
eliana: yea cuz there both cancers thats why do you see how calm she is?
chino: im glad you too where able to come to terms and be good parents to this lil one mostly you idiot i didnt forget we'll talk later about that shit joker
joker: i know i know
lokote: dont trip OG i got his ass when he hit my yard being disrespectful and shit
he rolled his eyes
eliana: the passed is the passed it doesnt matter anymore hes home now with her hes a good dad to her too plus im married about to pop out a whole ass baby haha lets move on
joker: what she said but we're still best friends i got her back like i always have
eliana: and i got his we just have a kid together though how we doing custody? fuck court ill fight you
joker: let me spend time with daughter dammit i just got out shit haha
the night went by
chino: you need to stop looking at her
joker: what are you talking about?
he looked at him and looked down at his babygirl asleep on his chest
chino: i know you still love her and care for her but you cant be disrespecting like that she married vago legally hes chill as fuck but i know he'll say some shit and i dont wanna come inbetween ok? neither does peter or chuey so chill joker
joker: i aint even doing nothin though? the fuck you talking about and how do you know i still love her haw?
chino: look me in my eyes and tell me you dont? also everytime she does anything you just glance her way and admire her come on joker?
joker nodded and hugged his babygirl as she cuddled herself in his arms
joker: ill never not love her and ill always hate myself for everything i did i was scared and pissed that i took my anger out on her i was stuck when i put myself in the situation ya know? but i know i wont be stupid wouldnt want yall in our shit im just glad she found someone
chino: you'll find someone to dont worry
joker: i got everything ill ever need right here no female is more important than this lil one
chino: no hoes?
joker: haha when shes at her moms then yea not when shes with me haha
as the night came to an end
eliana: alexia babygirl we have to go home?
alexia shook her head and hugged joker tight crying
joker: lokote got us a car can i take her over and put her to sleep then ill leave? she aint going if shes crying like this eli? come on?
eliana looked at him nervous
joker: eli its ok shes not replacing you she just missed me ill leave dont trip
eliana: i know i know and its breaking my heart to see her cry fuck joker you really made her into a daddys girl
joker: its cuz she got 2 daddys haw mamas?
vago: its ok princesa go with dada ill send you the address ill put her car seat in the truck
joker: thanks g eli breath ok? shes perfectly fine with me and safe .. you know dam well ill do what i have to for her
eliana: i know my babygirl though huh fine ok its passed her bedtime though so straight to the house
joker: i will dont worry
she kissed her babygirls head
eliana: your going with your daddy ok i love you babygirl ill miss you
alexia hugged her then went back to joker as he laughed
joker: see you in a bit
eliana nodded and got in the car they went there ways
lokote: im gonna kick it here for a bit dont feel like going home yet
joker: alright ill come back this way save me some alcohol
lokote: aight be safe
he went to leave
canela: im mad at you fucker i havent had the chance to beat you up
joker turned to her and smiled
joker: look at you? haha a whole ass mom how far along are you?
he hugged her as she punched him
canela: 5 months its a girl haha but joker
joker: i know i know i already got it from everyone cinnamon stick let me be ok i gotta go
canela: you miss her?
joker: fuck yea .. i love her still ill always love her till my end days but atleast i got this lil one to remind me of those days of the good times ya know? but im happy for her she found someone that i couldnt ever be but she knows im here for her always well i have to be but its my choice haha
canela: im sorry joker
joker: naw dont be its my fault i did it to myself its my karma now go be happy i know your already a great mother im proud of you my crazy little sister
she smiled at him as he hugged her .. he packed up alexia and took her home
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