Wanting to belong..

A love she never thought she had

they set her up in a room and moved her ..

Chino: look at this lil princess your already so spoiled mamas

Sam: from her tios and grandpas haw

Eliana: oo she is in already all stocked up on her things I can't wait to see her in her clothes and for her to meet the kids

Sam: is it weird juniors like 3 months older than her haha

Canela: they'll grow up together

Eliana: that's the best part

She looked at her baby girl a love that she never thought she had in her flowed in it was her baby her daughter a lil her

The night went by..

Sam; I'll be back in the morning ok? I'll bring the kids they've loved the pictures there so excited

Eliana: hug them for me I can't wait to see them either

She hugged him tight

Sam: I'm so proud of you Eli I love you sister?

Eliana: I love you too big brother your officially a Tio haha

He smiled and kissed her head and gave vago a handshake

Sam: you staying?

Vago: if she wants me to?

Eliana: I do I don't trust nurses haha

Sam: alright then I'll trade off with you in the morning fool watch my girls

Vago: don't trip I got them

He walked out vago sat down next to her as she sat back and admired her baby girl

Vago: so here's the real question I dont care I ain't trippin I'm just asking and you can talk to me to your my girl and I got you on everything

Eliana: ok? Haha what is it?

Vago: you telling her dad she was born? What's up with him?

She sighed

Eliana: nothings up with him he wrote me asking for info like what was up but I never replied but now that she's here I'll send him a picture and letter of her I won't keep her from her father I know he wants to be in her life even if we ain't good

He nodded

Vago: what happened if I can ask?

she looked at her babygirl

eliana: .. i didn't know i was pregnant till he got locked up i got drunk one night woke up hella messed up not feeling right and in some pain so i went to the hospital and they told me i was expecting i didn't wanna bombard him with this news cuz well there's other females that had his kids they where pregnant im not mad at that i dont care they where before me but i didn't tell him right i couldn't even see him so i plotted to tell him on our first visit i was 5 months and i already knew she was a girl i walked in we talked this and that and i dropped it on him .. and i didn't get the reaction i expected he said he had heard shit from the streets cuz i was still working and that broke me ..

she looked away

vago: ay ay its ok im sorry ok i shouldn't of asked

eliana: no its not nothing im not sad im mad cuz i did it all i paid the bills in advance so he wouldn't loose his parents house i checked the books and i was pregnant and working on top of having my siblings they came first and this fool questions my loyalty so i dipped didn't let him speak i walked out mad crying hormonal but hes kept asking for me and looking for me that's why sam is as protective as he is because i ask him to be

he nodded

vago: you didn't deserve that if he starts to question it again after you send a pic say shes mine be like one night stand haha

eliana: haha if he does then ill think about it but i doubt it i see a lot of his features in her .. but its you i want to be with i wanna get to know you more your a sweetheart even if you try to be this bigass biker cholo your not to me haha

he laughed and gave her a flirty smile

vago: im here for you threw it all just talk to me ok chula?

she nodded as he sat down next to her and kissed her head

vago: you say you see him but i see you more in this lil one a lil angel

eliana: dont be a kiss ass now cuz ill believe you haha

vago: believe me babygirl i ain't lying

he lifted her head and kissed her ..

a couple days went by and see was released and sent home ..

canela: did you write him?

eliana: i just printed out some pictures im gonna send it out to him once i get her showered and changed we're going out tonight with vago

canela: already? you ain't tired?

eliana: no honestly once they put her in my arms its like something overcame me this energy to just take her out buy her things spoil her ya know hold her love her you know .. i guess something i didn't have in me before i dont know but im good sore ofcourse but ill be fine how are you though with big monkey over here? i can start helping soon?

canela: i honestly want to adopt him as my own hes become my world as tiring as it is im happy with him in my arms

eliana: you want to? really? aww

eliana hugged her

eliana: ill back you up talk to sam ok

she nodded as the monitor went off eliana went to check on her babygirl

eliana: ay ay no crying come here chula

she fed her and set her down ..

eliana: alright im gonna write your daddy mamas see what he says ..

jose..

well as you can see in the pictures shes here i didn't wanna reply then send things out again i knew she was coming soon but shes healthy 9lbs 21 inches giant baby she came in screaming in fighting haha shes beautiful and the sweetest lil cheeks i named her alexia marie gonzalez yes she has your last name i wouldn't wanna disrespect you like that if you still believe shes not yours ill remove it and put mine i dont care ill continue to send you pictures every month of her until you tell me to stop ill get a DNA test if you want to also im not asking for money i dont need shit i worked my ass off shes spoiled as fuck to you should already know that but we're good shes good we're home now to all im asking is for privacy im not sending this from my address because i dont want no one showing up here to talk or look for me ill be real i am in a relationship i know you know i ain't stupid vagos a good guy that stepped in when i really needed it and im happy .. we can write but only about our babygirl i want you in her life she deserves her dad shes your twin in my eyes honestly but other than that i love you stay safe ok

- eliana and alexia

joker received the letter days later ... he was heartbroken