he looked at her and caressed her face
eliana: what?
vago: your beautiful you know that?
she shook her head
eliana: your a kiss ass you know that? haha
vago: haha always with a comeback but you are i love that smile your laugh todo mi vida
she kissed him
eliana: and i love everything about you to babyboy
he kissed her and hugged her
vago: so you love me? and i haven't shown you a good time yet shit haha
she laughed and shook her head
eliana: it ain't about that to me well its been a while but its different your different and i love that so i guess yea you can say i do
he kissed her
vago: i love you too but dam now i really gotta go all out tomorrow haw?
eliana: hhm you do gotta impress me good haha
they talked the night away ..
eliana: ill be ready at 4 im dropping off Alexia like at 3?
vago: ill text you i gotta go do some extra work for a bit call me if anything though ok?
he kissed alexias head and then kissed her
vago: i love you
she got butterflies
eliana: i love you too
he kissed her again and left .. she spent the day cleaning and organizing she went over to sams early
eliana: should i answer him?
sam: it might be lokote i dont know its on you?
eliana: i dont know if i wanna hear him
sam: your going to have to eventually dumbass haha and why not?
eliana: vago told me he loved me last night and im on cloud nine i dont wanna get all
sam: wait yall are that serious?
eliana: its not that serious ok
sam: saying i love you is serious haha hes been in your life 4 months tops?
eliana: you told canela i love you after a month i know shit you dipshit so shut up haha
her phone went off again .. she rolled her eyes and answered
eliana- anthony why do you keep blowing me up? what the fuck?
joker- its not anthony haha i just wanted to see and make sure you got everything for her?
she went quiet
eliana- my bad haha uh yea i did shes taking over half my apartment already with all her toys and things but thank you means a lot
joker- your welcome babygirl i got the homie coming threw tonight to drop you off diapers and formula what kind does she use?
eliana- dont worry on that ill go buy her that its ok you sending her what you did is enough
joker- no i will worry shes my daughter and i need to make sure shes set you dont have to stress on any of that just let me know
she sighed
joker- why the sigh? honestly hearing your voice makes me happy after so long
eliana- your saying shes your daughter and she is but you where denying her when i told you i was pregnant? i get that was a mistake but
joker- but i was fucking stupid and im trying to make up for it ok? i lost you already im respecting it you deserve someone to step up but im her dad ok? if he
eliana- huh he will not replace you .. vago is a good man its a lot and i dont wanna talk about my relationship ok he doesn't ask about it he respects you and he cares for our daughter to and i get what your trying to do im sorry its just a part of me that's still hurt ok? i was alone working paying everything for a bit but i understand shes in 1 month old diapers i say buy 3 boxes shes growing to fast formula ill buy its a special one and im breastfeeding her too if anything bottles shes super fucking picky just like you i swear haha
he laughed .. it hurt him to hear her say what she did
joker- im glad he cares for her and yea ill pass it on to the homie and yea sounds like me cant wait to hold her how long till then?
eliana- 2 months i already talked to her doctor but till then ill send pictures dont worry but i gotta go ok shes waking up
joker- i cant wait .. i love you eliana mi huera im happy for you i hope he treats you the way you should be treated ill talk to you soon babygirl kiss our babygirls head for me and tell her her daddy loves her
eliana- bye
she hung up and put the phone down
sam: ooooo shit haha i know that face
eliana: i dont get it sam i dont
he leaned back on the counter and looked at her confused
Sam; what?
Eliana: like he's doing all this trying hard to be in her life sending homies to buy diapers and bottles for her wants to be updated but didn't believe he was the dad when I told him? Now he's being nice this and that yea it was a mistake he apologized I get that but what the fuck? It still hurts?
Sam: it's his loss he fucked up and now is seeing what he did your happy and in a good relationship and that hurts him .. I would be careful though
Eliana: it hurts him but I was doing everything on my fucking own? The fuck huh and why be careful?
Sam: he's going to do his all to be their for her not be absent not be a shitty father he wants to be around you he's going to flirt with you and try to get you back he knows he can I can even see it the way your face changed when it was him hearing his voice fucked with you haw?
Eliana: he can flirt and do everything he wants I won't hurt vago the way joker hurt me i did my all for him when he got shot with all the deals i protected him that's why this hurts more ... i wont do that to vago and hearing his voice hurt he ruined it all
she shook her head as she saw the time
eliana: i have a date i gotta get to shes ok here right?
sam: you saw how fast canela took her shes perfect here shes withher tia and tios upstairs haha
she nodded and went up to say by
eliana: im a call away ok?
canela: go come on haha i got her
eliana hugged her and kissed her head and sighed
canela; go be spoiled by him you need to go get dressed and sexy your body popped right back go get pregnant again
eliana: shut up haha thanks though
she hugged her and left ..
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De TodoGrowing up I always wondered what it felt like to be held, hugged, loved, and cared for what it felt like to have a real home with a mom and dad .. I always wondered ... why me? why couldn't I go home to a real family? .. all I've ever wanted was to...
