joker: this will be hard but you know what you have to do and you have to do it for him for them
eliana: i know .. i know what i have to do ill have my moments when i have to but for now im hungry i have to check on Alexandra and babygirl also wheres hector?
joker: hectors fine he'll be over in a bit canelas going to see alex and sams on his way over to
eliana: ok thank you though
he nodded at her as she walked away he went to watch cartoons wife alexia
hector: where is she?
joker: kitchen making a bottle i thought sam was coming?
hector: hes getting the rest of the grocery from the car eli!
eliana: kitchen!
she walked out giving jr a bottle
eliana: whats all this?
hector: i went to the store with sam and we bought everything we knew the kids would like?
eliana: you didnt have to?
hector: naw i had to you where running empty
sam: i got the beers to and adult snacks also dont stress it
eliana: you came to thank god
he put things down and hugged her hector did also
scott: sam?
he turned and side smiled
sam: hey kid?
he ran to him sam picked him and hugged him
scott: i missed you so much .. im glad your back with us? we needed you?
sam: im glad to be back to but i heard you did a good job being the man of the house
he nodded
scott: i tried my best i swear
eliana: he was beyond perfect but wheres lisa?
scott: she woke up asking for vago because he had promised we would go today to the waterpark downtown i told her to brush her teeth so i ran down before she could
eliana looked back at hector
hector: fucking shit man i cant do this
eliana: sit down both of you scott go check on brother he should be waking up and wake up Isaiah its passed 10 already wheres peter?
scott: hes outside smoking he told me shh when i saw him walk out earlier
eliana: this fool go come on
they put the grocery away as she ran down
lisa: sam?
sam: hey beautiful? you grown so much look at you?
he said as she hugged him he picked her up as Isaiah walked down to
Isaiah: sup
sam: hey you good?
isaiah: last night was a night mare right?
eliana: in real life yea.. you ok? you look pale?
isaiah: i haven't ate im tired to
eliana got up and checked his temperature
eliana: sit down im gonna make you a cup of noodle come on
he nodded and sat sam sat down with lisa as eliana made it
lisa: wheres vago? hectors here is he here to?
hector: hey babygirl
he said as she hugged him
joker: the boys are in there cribs watching a movie alexia is sitting down on the floor its all good
she nodded as he sat down on the other side of the table
lisa: hello?
eliana: babygirl you know we love you we're a big mixed family and we're always going to be a big family
she looked at her confused
lisa: what happened? is everything ok?
sam: shes smart
eliana sat down next to her and picked her up and sat her in her lap and hugged her
eliana: vago was in a car accident last night while you guys where asleep .. he didnt make it
lisa looked at her and looked at the guys hector looked down in pain
she got herself up and walked to him and hugged him
lisa: dont cry its ok? it'll be ok i promise it'll be ok
she said breaking down he hugged her tight eliana sat back
sam: to much death man .. to much
hector sat back wiped his eyes and wiped her tears
hector: it is going to be ok because you knew how he was you never cry you always stay strong and your head high haw?
lisa: yea you have to also though you have to be the best uncle he said you where
hector: hell yeah .. i promise but its gonna take sometime thats all
she hugged him .. eliana made Isaiah his noodles and watched him eat as the guys went outside to smoke
Isaiah: can i have a moment? i cant eat with you staring at me?
eliana: i can do what i want are you ok? your not as pale?
isaiah: im fine hearing lisa talk and i guess see her be comforted calmed me down a bit
eliana: really? where you ok?
isaiah: when my old foster mom died i broke down to my adopted mom she told me to shut up and get over it and it fucked with me badly i had a dream about it last night it was a lot .. they call men like hector vago and sam monsters drug lords and shit but they have the biggest hearts?
eliana: i hope that white ladys expresso machine explodes in there face how dare she tell you that stupid bitch but yea thats why i stayed to the streets they where my family over everything but it ain't always pretty ya know
Isaiah: i know its not im just glad we have a good support system because im broken..
eliana: me to your not alone
she hugged him and let him eat she went out front looking for hector
eliana: we smoke in the back ya know?
hector: i needed a moment to myself to breath and to talk to you about some stuff
eliana: about out? whats going on?
she said as she sat down
hector: i made the call to the hospital and the morgue and you know i had to switch your number for mine i have his will and i went what with he wanted
eliana: thank you
hector: your not mad?
eliana: no hector i do wish you wouldve told so i could've sat with you for the call though?
hector: i know i should've but i didnt want you to hear but um we get a viewing the day before the funeral which is friday the 13th
eliana: this Friday .. that fucker planned this shit didnt he
hector: haha i was thinking the same shit but um now about his mom?
eliana: huh i was really hoping it was all a blur and she was dead or something?
hector: naw bitch is alive and crying for help and money to help bury her son and help her grandkids that she has to raise now and the hood is looking for you
eliana: fuck that bitch is saying shes gonna raise my kids? im gonna fucking kill her let me get ready and see Alexandra fucking old hag
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