joker- im sorry eliana i am i just huh please forgive i want to be here for you i love you i want us to stay together it cant end like this?
eliana- think about it from my part ok i love you your my first love my everything to me but to have you do me like this it hurt it really did and i think the hormones are playing with me to .. but maybe when you come home we can talk i don't care if you don't wanna be in her life i know you got the other too bugging for you i got her i got everything set for her already in our new place
joker- i wanna be in her life and yours please babygirl lets work things out? i love you?
eliana- i love you too but right now i wanna concentrate on her like i said when you come home ill send you pictures and everything of her though for now lets just right im done having my hearts broken I am bye jose
joker- eliana please don't do this im sorry
she ended the call .. and broke down
sam: you could've worked things out?
she shook her head
eliana: maybe once shes here right now all i keep thinking is of how he just looked at me like he didn't believe me he'll be home eventually anyways i don't care sam i don't
sam: yes you do.. you love him
eliana: i do but my main love will be here soon finally
she side smiled as he hugged her
sam: she will i cant wait to meet her
the weeks went by he continued to write her and try to get her talk more but she wouldn't answer much
lokote: let her be fight the case and get out you can do good behavior and programs? then go home and show up man that's what she needs
joker: yea i guess that's my only choice shit ..
she continued to do her work and hide her small belly ..
vago: ay eli?
eliana: sup your never in these parts?
vago: i know i don't come out to the hood haha i don't get why your still working in these parts when you can move up?
eliana: its more like home you know? haha but sup?
vago: i wanted to come kick it with you you free after this?
eliana: uhh i am but i don't think you wanna kick it?
vago: and whys that you got a man?
eliana: no i don't just something else wait a bit ill change your mind haha
she made a couple more sales and finished for the day and walked to her car he was kicking back .. vago was one of sams homies from his old hood they had become close over the months ..
eliana: you really waited?
vago: well yea i wanna know what your talking about haha
she sighed and took off her jacket
eliana: if you tell anyone i swear vago
vago: haha your pregnant? is that it? shit i thought you where gonna be like im a man or something haha ok so?
eliana: ok so? im 8 months pregnant that doesn't scare you?
vago: is your baby daddy crazy?
eliana: locked up i been ignoring him i don't know when hes getting out
vago: why you ignoring him? i need the chisme come on can i take you out to eat?
eliana: i don't know
vago: out to eat come on as homies dennys? pregnant girls love dennys?
eliana: ihop
vago: or ihop is it the pancakes?
eliana: the cinnamon roll ones hit the spot each time you paying?
vago: maybe i don't know see if your nice haha ill ride with you my ass parked to far
eliana: fine lets go there's one by my place
he nodded and they left
vago: so boy or girl?
eliana: babygirl
vago: good luck my neices are a pain but i spoil them
eliana: haha yea i cant wait
vago: name ideas?
eliana: i love serenity or elena i don't know though
vago: does baby daddy have a say?
eliana: nope he was trying at first but once i really ignored him he backed off
vago: why?
eliana: because he was locked up when i told him i was pregnant i had kept it a secret he was you know
vago: ahh you cheated and are popping out this far along type of bullshit?
eliana: yup sadly
vago: only dumbass fools do that mostly to a real one like you huera now your having your huerita
eliana: he ain't dumb he just didn't think it out i don't hate him its eh but whatever why you so invested in finding out about me?
vago: cuz your beautiful and i wanna get to know my homegirl more your a mystery to us really well not to sam duh but to me yea
eliana: you say us whos us?
vago: well me haha the others know not to come talk to you hector and sam said back off but we're chill
eliana: yea we are homies are good to have all of mine are back home and i work a lot
vago: when you gonna take a break when are you due?
eliana: im due next month so once i turn 9 months ill stop i have enough saved up
vago: doing all this being pregnant your a real one i know she'll be proud of you
she nodded as they got to the restaurant and sat down to eat
eliana: you made me drive are you at least paying?
vago: ha depends can i get your number after this?
she laughed
eliana: why would you want my number vago come on
vago: why not? give me a good reason? i respect your situation i don't care that you are i just wanna get to know you a lil more?
eliana: so you don't care im pregnant?
vago: no i don't and yes ill pay im not rude i asked you out to eat haha
she laughed
eliana: fine you can have it haha
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Wanting to belong..
AléatoireGrowing up I always wondered what it felt like to be held, hugged, loved, and cared for what it felt like to have a real home with a mom and dad .. I always wondered ... why me? why couldn't I go home to a real family? .. all I've ever wanted was to...
