they sat down
joker: shes perfect ..
eliana: i know she looks just like you to now im seeing it haha
he nodded and looked at her with a side smile
eliana: dont look at me like that
joker: and why not? its been how long? ive missed you
she shook her head and sat back
eliana: so how you been? hows lokote?
joker: hes good getting older ya know and im good to im doing my all to get out fight for her i have a reason now
eliana: you didnt before?
joker: i did you where my reason and i was trying but they wanted me to turn over lokote and sam i wouldve been freed but i wasnt going to do that .. but now im doing some programs high school diploma shit
eliana: thats good
he looked down at his babygirl as she played with his hand
joker: i wanna ask what happened but i already know
eliana: yea you answered your own question
joker:im sorry
eliana: you've said it a million times .. i forgive you im here with her im letting you around her your in her life? i couldve been those other females and came at you side ways
joker: huh those other females look
eliana: no i dont care just take care of those lil ones they need help i dealt with the drama well
joker: vago did .. im thankful for him he was there for you when i shouldve been
he shook his head and looked down
eliana: yea but life works it ways ya know
joker looked at her with a brokenheart .. she saw her hand an saw the ring but didnt say a word ..
joker: as long as i dont lose you youve been my best friend a real one to me for years now we have this lil one please
eliana: im not going anywhere your her father and i want her to have what i didnt .. but you have to respect that me and vago are together hes not going anywhere ok?
joker: yea i respect it i have to if i want to see this lil one
eliana: no i wouldnt keep her away but i want us to be ok still
he side smile at her .. joker spent the visit holding his babygirl bonding with her as much as he could
eliana: i hate this part ..
he nodded as he gave her alexia
joker: atleast she wants me to hold her right haha
he said as alexia reached for him
eliana: yea but we have to leave i dont want her to get so confused huh
joker: ill be out soon i promise seeing her holding just makes me wanna fight more ill be home soon i promise eli ..
she nodded as he hugged her tight
joker: i dont care if you moved on im happy your happy .. but i still love you and ill always love you im a text away let me know when you guys get home ok?
she nodded as he hugged them again .. they left ..
sam was waiting outside standing by his car
sam: why do you both look like train wrecks?
eliana: shes sad i took her away from him she was reaching for him as we walked away she was in his arms all visit and im just huh alot
sam: lets go
they packed up and left .. eliana broke down
sam: why you crying?
eliana: i dont know ..
sam: did seeing him bring something up? you miss him?
eliana: i love him still ofcourse ya know hes the father of my angel but nothing like that i love vago i miss him i cant wait to get home to him i just feel like crying its annoying haha
sam looked back at her as she wiped her tears away
sam: your pregnant
she froze and looked at him
eliana: shut the fuck up sam ok im not in the mood
sam: eli think about it your all emotional and sad thats hormone shit haha because i know you i thought you where gonna in there be nice you know but drag his a bit be mean not get all sentimental with him
eliana: no i cant be i dont feel the same like last time?
sam: well think about it last time you uh where depressed selling alot drinking way to dam much drank yourself to a point where you ended up in the hospital? thats how you found out you where having alexia?
eliana looked at her babygirl ..
eliana: no .. i dont think so though
sam: wanna go buy a test so you can find out i dont want you to hurt yourself again
eliana: i havent been drinking im breastfeeding
sam: i rather you find out hes cooking up a carne asada right now and for you to show up crying and being weird will throw the man off
eliana: im not pregnant sam
sam: haha 5 bucks?
eliana: fucker 500 bucks exit lets look for a walgreens ill prove it
he nodded and took the bet .. he exited and went looking
sam: ok so if its positive how we telling him?
eliana: im not
sam: you dont wanna have kids with him?
eliana: we never talked about it actually i dont know if he wants kids he met me pregnant i knew i shouldve pressured the doctor onto giving me birth control huh what if he doesnt want kids and just wanted to play step dad?
sam: me and you both know he would be a great dad and would love the news your just overthinking maybe your just crazy and sensitive now because your a mom haha
she smacked him as he laughed .. she bought the expensive tests and went to take them in the restroom
vago- yall close?
eliana- yea had to pull over at a store to get some more formula and snacks she ate everything
vago- its because shes growing babe and also she takes that from you but you ok? you sound off?
eliana- its a long story dont worry
vago- i am going to worry i dont want you feeling hurt by anything he said if he told you shit you can tell ill come after he ass real quick
eliana- i know you would its not him ill tell you when i see you ok?
vago- ok babygirl i love you
eliana - i love you too ..
she said as she held the test up and looked at the results.. they where positive
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