Wanting to belong..

cap in her ass

ray hugged her tight .. she grabbed his gun from his waist and pushed him

joker: eli dont!

eliana: fuck her the drugs are taking to long to kill her

she tried to run but joker stopped her and took the gun

eliana: no!

joker: listen to me eli you cant ok you cant! your better than her babe fuck her!?

eliana: she should be dead! she should suffer like i have! i want her to feel all my pain! all of it!

he hugged her as she cried .. ray grabbed the gun and put it away

joker: just go man forreals we're leaving

ray: no this is all my fault i begged lupe to keep her but i got fucked up and locked up .. she did all this because she hates me she never wanted her .. im sorry eli i am

eliana: i hope she overdoses in the most painful way fuck that stupid ass tweaking bitch .. i .. i was touched beat around abused! fuck i shouldve stayed here haha .. but you where selfish you shouldve told your brother you where the dad he tried to take me to protect me but.. why where you fucking around with your brothers girl?

joker: look lets go scotts scared babe you gotta chill out lets go

ray: can we talk please? scotts my son

eliana: she has my number dont worry about scott

they walked away .. eliana ran to scott and hugged him

eliana: im sorry i had to say somethings .. sorry

scott: ive heard worse and seen worse to but are you ok? are you crying?

she hugged him

eliana: my hearts a lil broken but ill be ok i have you .. i wish i could see lisa?

scott: itll be ok lisas safe i have my nanas number

joker: get in ray has homies

eliana: come on you hungry? have you ate?

scott: im starving i havent ate since yesterday

joker: mcds here we come lets go

they left ..

they got some food and made the drive home scoot had fallen asleep

joker: we gonna talk about the murder charge you almost caught?

eliana: i wanted to tell her she shouldve swallowed

joker: oo i heard you from the car

eliana: im sorry i was in the moment after i went off she just smirked it annoyed me hurt me to .. i was ready to fight her my own mother? the lady i always wanted to meet just smirked and she really just sent him off with me huh im sorry babe

joker: dont trip about him he was all nervous with me though hes been threw shit you can tell he'll fit right in with us haha but im sorry babe i thought she wouldve humbled herself a bit but god dam drugs can fuck shit up

eliana: hes a misfit just like us but what do i do about guero? and ray? its all so weird and confusing

joker: just take a bit to relax its been a crazy day babe spend time with him you have your brother

eliana: thanks .. i love you

joker: i love you to loca haha you almost put a cap in her ass

eliana: dont be surprised if we fight