Wanting to belong..

My other brother

eliana: i wish it was that easy ..

vago: it is

he sat down next to her and hugged her tight

eliana: vago

vago: ok its not its a process but its a process you have to start .. let her go let her suffer and be stop thinking of her looking for her ofcourse you know where she is but its time to let her be and its time for you to enjoy this life babygirl

eliana: I am enjoying my life though?

vago: you are but i can tell how your mood and tone changes when she calls or someone talks about her .. i dont want you to feel like that? but i know its hard hearing about my mom fucked with me for a long time too

eliana: i know it doesn't bother you anymore because you didnt even think of looking for her when i told you i was pregnant

vago: yea i dont like her knowing shit about me

eliana: all i ever wanted was for my mom to be excited for a grandbaby to be there for like my homegirls moms where there for them .. but your right even thinking about her makes me sad and i dont wanna be sad anymore I'm a way better mother wife and sister without her in my life i still hope she learns her fucking lessons in the shit house

vago: oo she will just like flaco will in upstate he's with the big boys haha

eliana: wait he's out there?

vago: hhm joker already got a hand of him so did lokote they took it personal

she side smiled at him

vago: head up come on you know i been watching those baby videos you sent me and whatever you feel the baby feels to so dont be sad come on its not good

she looked at him as he walked away laughing

eliana: you have?

vago: yea i get bored sometimes so i learn dont judge me haha

the weeks went by her belly grew bigger and bigger

sam: i dead ass dont think your 3 months your way to fucking big for 3 months with her you started showing way later?

eliana: yea i think its a boy just dont say anything haha

sam: wait are you serious?

eliana: i was at the corner store after i finished up working and the lady was talking to me as always and she asked if she could feel the baby i was like yea this and that and she just dropped on me stop calling him her its a boy i was confused but the I'm showing way earlier and biys show earlier also she does readings so haha

sam: have you told vago?

eliana: i want to but i dont want him to get sad he had his heart on a girl and i dont know

sam: he wouldn't be sad stupid ass set up one of gender things where they tell you the sex before the doctors canela was telling me the other day about it

eliana: i should .. ill think about it

she said as scott ran down

scott: i talked to him!

eliana: haha i know he told me he was going to call you how was the call?

scott: he told me we're going this weekend is that true?

she nodded as he ran to her and hugged her

eliana: get all your school work done that way you dont have to worry about it and sleep early Friday we have to leave super early Saturday