scott walked up to her and hugged her
canela: im sorry scott?
scott: no im sorry dont cry? its not good for you to be sad right now it'll be ok we'll be ok.. he said he promised he would come back he just needed time ..
canela: yea..
she hugged him
eliana: can you help me tonight with setting up the sleepover any movie is fine nothing scary no sugar just snacks ok?
scott: i will alexia is going to have so much fun
he hugged eliana
scott: i promise to help .. i wont leave
eliana got down to his level
eliana: you dont have to help with a thing your just a kid you get to be a kid ok? and i know you wont because im never leaving you
he hugged her
scott: i wanna help though
eliana: ok ill ask but if you dont you tell me ok?
he nodded and ran off ..
eliana: im gonna kick his ass
canela: please do i need some food i dont feel good
eliana: here eat i got you
the guys got there a bit later
joker walked up and hugged canela
canela: im not gonna cry anymore i promise ..
joker:what i tell you about crying about boys haw?
peter: yea haw? fuck all that smiley taught you better mi vida?
chino: come here come
they hugged her tight
vago: you ok? hows babyboy?
eliana: he wants to be in my arms the rest are asleep knocked out all over the playroom scott created a fort and they watched movies until they passed out
he nodded and took jr from her
vago: wheres j at?
eliana: in alexias crib i have a monitor on him it got worse also
vago: what do you mean it got worse he call?
eliana: no he talked to scott about leaving he fucking told him huh like he isn't already messed up from this shit canela broke down he hugged her tight also im a baby daddy now she wants saulito to have my last name not his
vago: ok one thing at a time your last name is mine?
eliana: my before last name haha i kept its after yours?
vago: ooo ok i was gonna say give him mine the fuck but scott huh hes a lil boy with a old soul hes doing what his dad didnt and being loving and supportive
eliana: i know he is but hes a baby well to me dont tell himi said that
he side smiled and hugged her and kissed her head .. she gave vago a blanket for jr and they walked out back ..
joker: she told me about scott..
eliana: yup i officially wanna recover and go hunt him down
peter: you drag a man back to what he left he'll leave again?
eliana: oo i wouldn't drag him back i would beat his ass cuz from what i can tell he wasn't beat as a child
hector: he was but not enough as you can tell
she turned as he walked into the backyard
hector: i wanna say im sorry but ive known him for so long this isn't new im keeping watch he wont go back to prison again he just wants his peace
eliana: mm his peace when he got someone pregnant promised to be a good dad and a brother and he wants his peace .. hector give me his fucking address im gonna go egg his shit and beat his ass
he laughed and pulled out a couple wads she got serious
eliana: whats this?
hector: what he left me for you he said
eliana pushed the money away
eliana: ill recover and get back to work before i take money from him i didnt need him before i dont need his fucking ass now i got them im all my sister and brother need
he nodded
hector: then see it as an early pay day i missed you your my best seller
she nodded
eliana: i want triple shit i want his pay
joker: vago man?
vago: go for it stop her i wanna see you try
eliana: talk shit get smacked im already pissed
joker nodded and stepped back
vago: we been talking about her working again .. we ain't made to work 9-5s and well we got 6 kids in a way its safe dont trip
lokote: oo it will be safe for sure im around the fuck you think
eliana: hector please dont let him get to lost ok? and when he decides to come back tell me please i wanna talk to him first
hector gave her the money
hector: i will recover good ill see you soon
she nodded he hugged her and left she turned and gave the money to canela
canela: i cant ..
eliana: oo you are take this take my old apartment still has the furniture in it you have a car .. lets sell his house get him where it hurts what do you say?
she side smiled as eliana hugged her
joker: he ain't really coming back?
vago: he told scott he was leaving to clear his head .. i dont think so
the night went by they talked for hours..
chino: im retired you know that
eliana: chino you cant do daycare?
joker: i trust him more over any white ass lady
eliana: me too .. the daycare ladys remind me of my old foster mom haha
joker: she wasnt that bad?
eliana: naw she wasnt but still its 2 toddlers while the others go to school
chino: its like hanging out with grandpa no guns or alcohol you know its put away?
canela: she sees it at her dads look at this dad haha
vago: i trust him babe why not?
eliana: true she should know where she comes from haha
weeks went by sam lost contact with everyone eliana started to get back to work trying to do her all for her siblings and own family ..
eliana: was she good? baby did you stress tata out?
she shook her head as she giggled
chino: she was perfect so was j them both together is terrible but its fun haha
eliana: thanks chino i owe for the week
chino: dont trip on it i'd do it free but ay you got mail
she looked at him confused
eliana: mail here? from who? is he locked up?
chino: wish it was from sam .. its from your ex foster mom barbara
she sighed and put alexia down
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