Wanting to belong..

Fuck this

joker- put her on the phone this aint about you

vago- shes my wife so its about me to you aint gonna be up in our lives causing stress fucker i saw your texts she dont gotta worry about shit abnd she knows that but you and me both know how stubborn she is she told you dead straight shes a mother first to your daughter she wants to be home with her raise her ya know? dont be that baby daddy because i dont give a fuck where the fuck your locked up at you'll be out soon we'll see eachother soon shit

joker- so wife then?

vago- haha you hear what you wanna hear haw? yea wife you know you saw that ring you aint dumb fool come on?

joker- she was out of the hood she moved right back in

vago- naw i live in a gated community i invested and got a big house for cheap actually couple cars some bikes ill take some pics and have her send them to you next letter fucker but ay you stress her out ill be the one answering ok? so shut the fuck up get it together you have a daughter to raise ok?

joker- yea whatever can i talk to her

he rolled his eyes and passed her the phone

eliana- i dont have time to argue with you you know i didnt have a mom and i want her to have what i didnt thats what me and lokote talked about last night i helped as much as i could ill be workign but not as much due to other reasons ok thats all respect it

joker- you ok? is she ok? you would never not work

eliana- yea we're ok just think before you speak and dont react on emotions you have a daugther to think about

joker- yea i know sorry i aint making shit easier but being locked up is way harder than it is

eliana- you aint but we're good over here see you in a couple weeks ill send you pictures

she ended the call before he could say anything else.. she took a couple deep breaths

vago: breath dont let the emotions take over its ok babygirl?

eliana: im just annoyed ..

vago: i know that makes me wanna go off even more now you cant be dealing with his dumbshit your pregnant? come on?

he put his hand on her belly

eliana: do you think i have a belly?

vago: dont start haha your pregnant right?

eliana: yea huh this is what i hated the most about being pregnant i would drag sam

vago: well keep dragging him i got a smart mouth i dont wanna sleep on the couch haha

he said as they got back home

eliana: your leaving?

vago: yea i got some work to handle ill be back early though why?

eliana: nothing .. but i liked it when you said wife i forgot to tell

he laughed as he hugged her

vago: well you are? you have that ring on that finger lets go to vegas make it official?

eliana: i cant leave alexia babe

vago: i didnt say we're leaving her i want her there to so go out find her the cutest dress and find yourself something too lets go this weekend im free?

eliana: really?

vago:yea fuck it babe there aint nothin stopping us?

eliana: thats true and i didnt want anything big either im down haha

he kissed her

vago: i love you dont stress over the bullshit

eliana: i love you too and i wish it was that easy i do

vago: i know but you got something important cooking so you it aint worth it let him throw his tantrum

eliana: yea your right be safe ok

he nodded kissed her again and left .. she went out

eliana- you really love to fucking bug haw?

joker- i was a dick earlier i

eliana- naw i dont wanna hear it anymore i got things going on that are more important i aint about to stress about you alexia is fine yes she got everything you guys sent her ill send you pictures later this week we'll visit soon

joker- thats good cant wait to see her pictures .. but ay you think we can fix it be homies like we promised?

eliana- im busy ok i dont have time to talk right now ok?

joker- your always busy if he dont like you talking to me then tell me?

eliana- why does everything come back to him haw? you did this ya know you did this to yourself now you dont what to do .. but you should be happy im happy that our lil girl has you and him also he treats her like his own .. stop throwing fits being jealous because if you get out and you continue this shit .. im done for good

he sighed

eliana- im busy ill be busy for the week text me if you want but it better be about her thats it be safe

she hung up and put him on silent .. she met up with sam

sam: want me to get his ass kicked? maybe thats what he needs?

eliana: your such a big brother

sam: making up for lost time so why we waiting here?

eliana: cuz flacos meeting me up here

sam: why am i here?

eliana: i dont trust him he was acting weird i think hes using again

sam: sorry

eliana: what are you sorry for? you think i care? all the hope died the day i met her stupid bitch

he laughed as they saw him walking she put alexia in her carseat

sam: yea hes tweaking i got you if anything dont trip

she nodded

flaco: hey mija? glad to finally see you sorry if i uh .. i was bothering you?

eliana: now your bothering me what do you want?

he scratched his hands and looked around she shook her head

eliana: lets just fucking go you aint getting money you aint getting shit from me dont look for me or him dont try to even look or go asking anyone

sam: ill have them remove you if you get what i mean lets get out of here alexia this is why we dont do drugs mami

he picked up the car seat and put it in the car

flaco: its your mom ok i cant find her and im worried can you help me?

eliana: no

flaco: please ok .. i think something happened

eliana looked at him serious

flaco: please

eliana: i dont know where she can be go back to your hood she can be on the corners

flaco: shes not i went

sam: haha he knows just check county shit why you looking so hard?

flaco: she robbed me took everything im on the streets cuz of her dumbass

eliana: well thats a you problem like he said check county or her old stomping grounds

flaco: you aint gonna help me im your dad?

eliana: no your not my dad your my sperm donor thats all you are fuck this shit lets go

they left... leaving flaco angry