Wanting to belong..

I need you..

hector: hey?

she shook herself out of thought

eliana: hey? where did you go?

hector: had to finish up some shit and call off somethings im here ok ill be right over i ain't going nowhere

eliana: you dont have to do that alexia has a tummy ache i have to get home ill um ill

hector stopped her

hector: he wasn't my blood but we where foster brothers he became my family when i had no one everything i have is because of him and i promised him well we promised each other a lot of shit and i hated the way he talked about death but he was so adjusted to it .. but there's papers i have the codes to the safes its like he planned his shit its annoying but i promised him i would stick by you i ain't leaving i dont care

joker: i ain't either your stuck

eliana: huh i need my babies lets go home lets just go please but hector do what you need to with the safes because i dont know what the fuck to do? the funeral home is waiting for my call im like this just happened? what the hell?

hector: i got you dont trip joker lets go

they all headed over to her house Isaiah opened the door  Alexandra and him ran to her and hugged her she cried as they did

eliana: im fine i swear i am ok

Alexandra grabbed her face

Alexandra: i wanna say im sorry but i know you'll hear that a million times .. i love you ok i love you your my sister and im here for you like you are for me

she side smiled and nodded at her as Isaiah stepped back and took off his sweater and shirt

sam: Isaiah chill ok i get it

Isaiah: naw i fucking told you it was on fucking site

joker walked up and pushed him back

joker: why are you stronger than me the fuck?

chino: kid wakes up at 6 runs some miles and works out fuckers buff

joker:i can fucking tell .. isaiah this ain't the time ok yall can box it out later come on

Isaiah looked at joker then at eliana

eliana: i bitch slapped him when i first saw him sam he gets a hit

sam: huh bodys when shit settles ok?

he put his hand out sam shook it

Isaiah: you pussy out im beating your ass ive beat bullys twice your size

sam: who are you fighting?

hector: who do you think beat her baby daddy brothers up this fool took on both those fucks to a pulp

sam: god dam?

they went inside

alexia: mama?

e liana put vagos things down and picked her up and hugged her tight

alexia backed off and looked at her tears falling

alexia: no cry mama? no cry

she hugged her

eliana: im sorry baby .. im sorry are you ok though? did you eat to much candy again?

alexia nodded and looked behind her

Alexia: Sam!!! Sam!! Mama look

She turned and smiled at him

She got herself down and ran to him he picked her up and hugged her

Canela: I told you where missed babe

Eliana: Scott's gonna be so excited to see you he's missed you so much to Lisa also

Sam: I didn't think about them.. I'm sorry babygirl

She hugged him again and looked at joker then Eliana

Eliana: she's looking for him ..

Eliana: he's not home yet baby daddy's here though can you tuck her in Jose?

Joker: come on monkey I'll read you a story

She giggled as he took her upstairs Eliana sat down on the couch and looked around ..

Alexandra: so your sam?

he opened his arms and hugged her

sam: sorry if you heard what you did i love you and im glad they got the fucker that hurt you but i heard your a good mama already with my son and the kids?

she nodded and rubbed her belly

Alexandra: you and Isaiah look so alike haha

sam: yea um about that lets talk about that bull later eli you ok?

she shook her head and looked down at her hands

eliana: i dont think ill ever be ok again .. he was just home we where just talking it doesn't feel like home anymore i can feel that hole in my chest .. i feel empty

the baby monitor went off Alexandra walked up to her

Alexandra: i want you to rest i want you to have your moment but someone important needs you and i think he'll be the one to help you hold it together come on ill make you a tea? are you hungry? ill cook something up i dont care eli

eliana: alex no your pregnant i dont want you going into labor ill

chino: babygirl can you make her that plate you made the other night? if you can?

alexandra: the one you said she would like? and im ok i have to be for her she needs me

chino: yes you know what im talking about and ok let me know if your not or if your feeling a way ok?

she nodded and took Isaiah to the kitchen with her

canela: ill go get jr

eliana got herself up and shook her head

eliana: i got him yall chill hector you know where everythings at

hector: yea i do bring jr down i want you in there with me

eliana: i dont wanna ok please

hector: i know but you have things you need to see .. there's a lot you didnt know

eliana: fucking vago ok

she went upstairs and went into the nursery he had pulled himself up

eliana: your all the way up haw monkey? come here baby

she picked him up and hugged him tight .. she looked at him as he giggled and played with her hair she picked up a picture they had put of them as a family in his nursery

eliana: i dont know what im going to do .. but please please give me the strength to go on babe please please help me they need me but i need you ..