vago: how long where you there?
eliana: long enough do what you have to .. that's what they get
vago: that's true now come on lets go pick up the kids and take them out for ice cream babygirl i wanna see you smile again
eliana looked up at him
eliana: you'd tell me to get my shit together with ours right?
vago: what do you mean?
eliana: you'd set me straight if i start acting like my mom
vago pulled her arms out and looked at them
vago: you don't got no tracks you ain't a bitch either .. eliana you'll never be her your ten times better also your the best sister too i love you babygirl stop worrying about this
eliana: i love you too .. but i don't know i feel like ill always worry about it
vago: no you wont i promise now come on lets get alexia and go
she nodded as they walked back inside Sam was sitting with her cradling her
Vago: you want your own
Sam: I got one but he's my brother .. honestly I do haha she does to but after all this man
Eliana: you'd be the best dad and we're blessed to have you as a brother I know canela would be the best mommy to get her pregnant so we can be pregnant together haha
Sam: oo yea it's that easy stupid let's go haha
They left ..
Sam: don't look back Eli come on
Eliana: I can't help it..
Sam: I know but we're good now I'll get you cleared I promise
Eliana; you better cuz if I go down after the bullshit she pulled i should've finished the dam job shit
Vago:now that one wouldn't of been the worth junkies can outlive anything forreals haha
they got to the house and packed up the kids
canela: you sure?
eliana: yea go have fun you deserve it you do so much for them .. i promise ill do more and help more I'm not working as much either
canela hugged her
canela: you do enough don't ever think you don't but I'm gonna give you a heads up
eliana: what?
canela: scott was asking for your .. mom i think he overheard something then lisa asked if she was coming to see jr for his first birthday
eliana: shit .. ok i got it don't worry go get pregnant so we can be pregnant together
canela: bitch haha ill let you know later what the test says cuz I'm late
eliana: oo shit haha i cant wait
they went out to the park
eliana: my lil monkey your getting to big already
she said as she played with jr in her arms
vago: i want a boy now wanna know what twins I'm good with that
eliana: twins haha well as of now its one lets see what happens
vago: ok next baby then haha
they laughed as scott ran up to her
scott: can i talk to you?
eliana: yea? whats wrong?
scott: no alone?
she looked at him confused and got up
eliana: ill be right back
vago: yea go i got them
she walked away with scott
eliana: whats wrong? did you get hurt? you ok?
scott: wheres joker? what happened to him?
she stopped in her steps
eliana: i thought you where gonna ask about mom?
scott: her too .. i heard sam talking about her then lisa talked about her saying she didnt wanna go with mom ever again so i asked cici about her but i knew i could ask you about joker i didnt wanna ask sam
eliana: why didnt you wanna ask sam?
scott: because i think he hates joker.. you guys broke up your with vago now but
eliana: no one hates joker scott he's .. he's huh he's in prison right now he wont be able to come home for a year maybe we didnt work out but he asks for you checks in on you .. you do know he's alexias dad right? we go see him from time to time?
Scott: you see him? Vago doesn't get mad? Dad used to hate mom when she would see other boys and stuff
Eliana: ofcourse I see him he's alexia's dad and vago doesn't get mad he understands everything
scott: are they friends? will vago get mad if i talk to joker?
eliana: do you want to talk to joker?
scott: can i?
eliana: ofcourse you can ill make the call for you he answers around this time
she went to get up when he pulled her back
scott: I'm happy you love vago and he loves you and your happy that's all i want for you but i miss joker he was my hero he saved me with you ..
eliana sat back and hugged him
eliana: i love you you saved me too you all did let me go get the phone ok?
scott: i love you too and ok
she got up and walked back
vago: why do you look like that? you good? haha
eliana: we had a moment but he wants to talk to joker he misses him they had a thing
vago: he should be back from yard he'll answer
she looked at him confused
eliana: how do you know that?
vago: we been talking ill explain later haha go hes waiting also these monkeys are hungry she keeps pulling on my beard babe haha
eliana: give them the snacks i packed haha
she said as went went back dialing his number
joker- you never call at this time she ok? you ok?
eliana- i like how it rang once
joker- eliana
eliana- we're good out at the park actually but scott pulled me aside and asked for you he misses you and wants to talk .. can he?
joker- ofcourse i haven't asked about them because well
eliana- we ain't together but you'll always be family like we promise your his hero by the way he told me so you better do shit right or I'm kicking your ass
joker- oo shit haha as i just finished beating someone's ass on the yard and shit haha yea put him on
she gave scott the phone and went back to vago
vago: everything good?
eliana:yea he just had to come threw on the we stay family even after our bullshit .. he pulled scott of trash literally huh
vago: lets set up a visit take them
she looked at him confused
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