Cherry POV
natapos ang klase nang wala akong natututunan dahil sa mga iniisip ko. Dahil sa nangyari kanina.
"Hey.." anang isang tinig
Mabilis akong lumingon sa likuran dahil nanggagaling ito sa likod ko. Agad na napatingin ako kay Jave nang kumaway ito
Ngumiti ako nang tipid sakaniya at bumaling ulit sa harap. Ramdam ko ang presensya niya sa aking tabi
"Yes, sir anything?" Pangloloko ko sakaniya nang hindi nakatingin
Agad siyang natawa sa sinabi kong iyon. Hindi ko naman alam pero habang tumatagal ay nagiging Ayos kami at sobrang Close narin namin sa isa't isa tuwing minsan kaming nagkikita..
"Nothing. Hindi ko naman alam na nandito karin sa Rooftop" usul niya at saka Sinandal ang mga braso sa grills at saka Tumingin sa ibaba
Nandito kasi ako sa Rooftop para makapag rest naman kahit sandali tutal cancel ang mga ibang Klase namin...hindi kolang alam kung bakit.
Tumango lang ako sa sinabi niya at tumahimik..
"Nabalitaan ko nangyari kanina. You okay?" He said without glancing at me
I let a deep breath Before looking at the Clouds. It was beautiful, I love looking at Clouds,Sun and moon's because it was my Stress riliver, Since birth. Yeah that was true. Because that was the best beautiful view ever in my eyes....
"Yeah.." I said
Silents past and I find it awkward. Ohh ghod I hate it.
"Awkward." He just laughed before saying that.
I smile
"Then make me laugh, jave" I said
After that, he didn't disappoint me because he do jokes that's make me laugh and he always telling me about his childhood life,when he was 8 years old back then.
"Then that's it!" He said
I laugh after that. Noong maliit pa siya, he try to cook a Rise without water..what a dumb..my bad. but I understand it, because he was too young hehe
"I ended up in my room because....I was fucking Grounded for doing that. And I almost cry because my Brother are always laughing when he saw me having an argue with mom that's why I hate him because he didn't try to save me to Mom's Hands. Madalas niya akong Paluin but I didn't do anything. Because I love my mom.... that's the part of our childhood life." Masaya niyang kwento saakin
Napangiti ako sa mga kwento niya at natawa...
"You. What's your Story about your childhood life with you're friends ?" He asked
I sight.
Ano bang ikwekwento ko? My life in the house? With full of goons and Nanny's. Always Guarding by the goons of my dad's and always Home schools and yeah. I try to school from a Public school and I've been there fore almost year's and this is the first time that I came from a Private School and also first time to encounter a lots of gangsters...and it was not an ordinary gangsters. Because they are too damn Dangerous.
"Uhm..I don't know. But yeah, I have a lots of Friends but I also met them in my Elementary days when I was A Grade 5. That's my first time to have a friend's and my childhood friend is Kara we've been at the same school at the public school, because she was a poor one. I'm not insulting her. And I was happy for that because she came in my life. And I almost cry when dad suggested that I need to transfer at the Private school. And look I'm here. But I was regret it because I'm always the center of the attention here that, I hate. And this is bullshits, because I also left my friends that treat me like a family. "
Before saying that I feel my tears on my cheeks and i expect it because I'm always crying like a baby when it comes from that .
"Oh...I'm sorry for asking---"
"Don't say that. Gusto kolang rin naman mag labas nang nararamdaman because I'm always keeping it my self. I just don't do Cry on other people because they think that I'm weak when it comes from my friends or family. I just missed them. " I said
He sight and nod at me
"You mean... First time mong mag aral nang eskwelahan noong Grade 5 ka? The fuck" I could see disbelief in his eyes and his tone
"Yeah..." I pout as I say that
I admit. Nagtatampo ako kay daddy dahil nasasakal ako noon pa. Pero iniintindi ko iyon dahil para naman raw saakin. I love them both
Baka nga hindi Kona kailangan ang tunay kong pamilya dahil alam kong kaya naman nilang ibigay lahat nang pangangailangan ko.
But I want to see them. Noon paman ay pinangarap ko nang magkaroon nang kapatid na lalaki. But mom can't. Hindi siya pwedeng mag buntis dahil alam niyang hindi niya kaya dahil rin sa Stress kaya nung dumating ako ay ang swerte raw nila. Hindi nila ako hinayaang masaktan nang kahit sino. Minahal nila ako na parang tunay na anak. Kaya kahit anong sabihin nila ay hindi ko kayang suwayin lahat nang iyon dahil sa pagmamahal na binibigay nila.
Pero hinihiling ko rin na makita ang tunay kong mga magulang...hindi ko maiwasang tanungin sa sarili kung May kapatid ba ako? Babae O lalaki? Ako ba ang panganay? Pero May alalaalang hindi ko nakakalimutan noong bata ako....madalas kong marinig ang tinig nang lalaki. Hindi ko alam kung llusiyon kolang iyon dahil Ang bata Kopa noon tapos ngayon malaki na ako. Sobrang hindi kapani-paniwala kung maaalala Kopa nga talaga iyon . Pa'no kaya kung totoo ang mga iyon?
"Baby, don't talk when your eating. " Nakakatanda kong kapatid habang pinupunasan ang aking ibabang labi
"I love cookies kuya!!" Nakangiti kong bati
He just smile at me before looking at person beside me. It was my second brother while eating a cookies too
"Kuya.....kelan tayo pupunta sa payk ( park) ulit?..." Nakangiti kong tanong sa kapatid ko
"Baby,next time but not now" he said and look at my second brother at saka pinunasan niya
Hindi nga sana ilusyon ang mga bagay na iyon... mahirap paniwalaan pero Parang hindi na iyon nawawala sa isip ko.
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