Gangster HIGH University

chapter 48

Cherry POV

Hanggang kelan, Cherry? Hanggang saan mo kayang Mabuhay? I asked my self.

The night came up. It's already 8pm. I'm done from showering myself before I'll sleep...this is Boring.

I'm now on the Balcony of my Room. I don't know why but I just wanted some Fresh air sometimes....well yeah that's good for me.

I'm drinking a milk right now before I sleep. Well don't think too much Snorly's...I'm use to do it. Drinking a milk before i sleep then for tommorow my snacks would be a MILO. Well... I'm still Managing my health. I'm not on to sweet. I don't want to have some diabetes. I'm scared for those.

Having a sick was too Scary.

I'm already has a Problem on my Heart also an ashma. I don't want to put some new on my body....I'm scared to lose myself. I'm not ready to die yet.

Well I'm serious.

This time I'm still Wanting myself to tell to my Mom and dad also to kuya Fross about my Heart...I don't know but I'm scared. I'm scared if The operation would be....Oh my ghod. I wanted the operation would be successful. But I'm not ready to go, to Abroad to Make my full decisions are. I'm still Waiting for my graduation went. Then after that...

I guess. I'm ready. To day good bye? Or maybe to say.... thanks for the Successful?

Thanks kuya vill That is keeping Silents But if they knew about Of me. And kuya vill Would be grounded because We secret this to them...

I'm not ready. I want to Wait for my graduation.

I now mom. If she knew about my Heart problem...I know. After one day or a weeks she will be Making some Decisions...She will push me for my operation. Then my graduation would be...I don't want to absent to that day.

I'll just don't want! That's why stay Silent please?

The doctor says that. I have some time to think if I would Accept the operation. And YES! I'll accept it but. I tell her that this is not the right time...I'm already tell you Snorly's! I'm waiting for my graduation went.

Please understand me okay? Thank you.

"Cherry? Can we talk? Are you sleepy?"

It was ate Mitch.

I turned my back and face the woman who's strong and a lovely Mother of her child.....

Her operation was Successfull. I hope mine too. I'm Jealous if it Doesn't work. Plsss don't think of it, Cherry. You'll might lose your Hope.

"I know you're sick. Care to share if what's going on to you?" She was looking at me with her curiosity eyes.

She open wide the door then locked it then She walks towards me then Face me while we are here at the Balcony..

I bowed my head as I feel that I'm going to cry..

"Napapansin kong...lahat ng Nararamdaman ko noon at pamumutla ko noon ay nangyayari sayo?.... please tell me. What's going on Cherry?" She please me while holding my two hands.

"I had been keeping it from all of you, but well yeah...I haven't done yet everything so, I want to wait for my graduation went. I wanted to Success first before my Operation. I'm thinking if my Operation would be an Schedule for today...like for example. The schedule was for now. How about my graduation? I want to graduate first before I dei--" She cut me off.

I could see a Shocked on her eyes as she knew that we has a same Heart problem...but she? She was Successfully recovered from that...while me?

I'm fucking suffering.

"Don't say that. Walang mamamatay okay? Why didn't you tell us huh? Bakit hindi ka nalang sumama sakin noon..para wala ng Problema?" She asked me while sobbing.

"I'm scared the fact that I wouldn't live for Lot of years will came. I'll just know my sick Last year I guess? Then I asked the doctor of mine when I was young. She was the doctor of my ashma and health. She was a paid doctor of the family 'Santos' also my trusted Doctor....then she checked me out. Then That's it. We knew my sick...but she said that I have still a time to think....then I already has a plan. After the graduation went. I will. I will tell them all. Then Accept the deal for Operation. But please keep it safe ate Mitch...I owe you that much. Don't Disappoint me please" I begged her while I'm crying.

I know she's a type of woman who's can't Even Keep an secret if the secret was important to tell for our sake. She can't keep a secret because she will eat a guiltiness if she was already late form telling...but this time. I'm giving a Trust from her.

If I need to plead just to keep our secret...yes. I won't hesitate anything. I'm Going please her. Right now right there!

Halos sunod sunod ang iling na ginawa nito sa Harap ko At napatakip pa siya ng bibig dahil sa mga sinabi ko..

"Cherry naman...hindi. Hindi ko kaya ayaw kong patagalin pato...w-wag." bulong nito habang umiiyak at mahigpit narin ang hawak sa kamay ko.

Halos lumuhod nako sa harap niya pero pilit niya parin akong iniiwasan ng tingin.

I know she can't.

"Ate! Please...wag. wag muna. May oras rin naman... pangako. Lalakasan Kopa loob ko para itago...pero Wag muna ngayon. Gusto Kopa kayo makasama...Ayaw kopang mawala kung i-papaopera niyo nako ka agad tapos that would be unsuccessful....no. please! Hindi ayaw Kopa...I'm scared." I cry as I bowed my on her while Biting my lips just don't make some Noise.

I want to Graduate first. Ayaw kong hindi ako makadalo sa Stage at pinaglalamayan o kaya iyon ang araw ng operation ko. Gusto ko tapusin muna ang lahat Ng pag hihirap ko bago ako Pumasok sa Isang pag subok kahit hirap na hirap nako sa sitwasyon kung to at nag papalakas pa.

"P..promise me... You'll Be Okay after all. Promise me..you'll be accept all the Operation. But please. Don't gave you're full trust of me. ipangako mo saken na malakas kapa hanggang sa Araw na ng Graduation mo. Then after that....sasama ka sa'kin at aalis tayo para diyan sa lintik mong Sakit. " Medyo inis na sabi nito habang Pilit akong pinapatayo...

I hugged her tight as a Thank you.

"Promise...Malakas pako sa araw Nayon. Basta ipangako mong Wag mong sasabihin...Gusto kolang makamit ang isang Bagay at iyon ay ang pinaghirapan ko. Ang makatapos." Umiiyak kong sabi habang sinusubsob ang Ulo sa balikat niya.

Naramdaman ko siyang tumango at saka Mas hinigpitan ang yakap namin...

After that my eyes widen as I heard the knock of my door and That's about to open....and As I expected a person.

"What's happening here? hey...are you two crying?"

I knew its kuya Fross..

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