Gangster HIGH University

chapter 25

Cherry POV

I felt someone was staring at me while Sleeping that's why I slowly Open my eyes because I'm not Comfortable of his/her Presence. I don't even know who's that.

As I Open my eyes slowly...I felt someone Hands holding it but I couldn't even see who's that.

"Your awake Sweatheart.." it's mom.

"M...mom?" I can only says. I felt My throat was Dry and Its hurt. I agree with it tsk. This is Usually Happened when's Morning comes, Sometimes when I woke up. Damn it!!

"Yes Sweatheart..it's mom" she answered that's make me smile.

I looked at her and I found she was Crying while Caressing my hands..

"Mom..did you Bring me to the hospital nor even bring some doctors here?" I asked first then look around...oh gotcha! I'm on my Room!!

"No. I know your just Tired and It's normal to us that's your always being Unconscious when you were Shock. And of course. You hates Hospitals honey, that's why. Your dad Choose to Bring you here on your own room because your easily Awake when you Smell those Medicines on Hospitals....am I Right?" She was Smirking that makes me laugh

Oh ghod thanks!!

"Yeah..But where's Walts family?" I asked as i Remember those what happened Before..

I could see those anger in her eyes as I Asked her...

"They were talking right now with your dad." She answered.

I took a deep breath and i looked at her. She was staring at me back. I want to asked those words right now. Because curiosity's killing me. I know dad and mom would be mad if I asked it again and again...but how about me? How about if they won't answer me? Of course I would be mad at them too because of Lying to me for many years...they know my True parents but they didn't even Think of me. They didn't even think of my HAPPINESS. They know that I'm Longing from them for many years But they choose to Keep it Secret...I'm mad. But I can't even Hurt they're feelings because they are my Parents too. And I love them. than how they loves me.

"Is it true mom? Answer me.. please I'm begging you. " I beg and held her hands.

Now she was crying while sobing. I only felt so Sad at the same time anger.

"I'm sorry...we lied to you for many years. But Honey Trust me. Years ago we decided to Bring you back from your family but. I stop your dad because it's so Dangerous.YES. We lied to you because we won't like you to go back to your biological Family because it's hurting me and your dad. I'm sorry... NAPAMAHAL NA KAMI sayo." She cried. I felt my Tears too. And we are now crying.

"You can call me Selfish now Sweatheart..but please Don't left us." She beg and hug me tight. I cried because of that. I could feel that she was so Sad while begging at me.

"M..mom..I.. won't to that. At least you answered me. I love you mom...I won't left you two...but How can be Dangerous if you Bring me back to my family?" I asked. I can't stop my self because her answer was Incomplete for me.

"Years ago. We decided to Bring you back from them. but When we are already Arrived at they're house there's someone was Following us so..we decided to Go back because I know. Just a Snapped of their hands. The enemy will Kill you Using Their Guns. whenever you go nor you leave at the car. So we decided to Go back at the house that time...then we decided to go on US. For your safety, So years past. You never asked Me nor your dad if who's or Where's your family even though you know that's your Adopted child that's why...we just decided to say to you that we don't know if who's your True Family....then me and your dad. Starting Loving you... that's why I'm hurting right know because you will left us. Because you already know... if who they are. " malungkot niyang sabi at paliwanag... Nakaramdam ako nang ginhawa dahil doon. Dahil Gumaan ang pakiramdam ko kahit papaano dahil konting katanungan nalang ang itatanong ko.

"Mom don't say that. I won't leave you TWO. " Malungkot kong sabi. Know I felt Relief dahil nabawasan ang Katanungan.

"Thank you..." Sabi Niya saka ako niyakap...i love my mom so much.

"I love you.."

"I love you too honey" Sabi Niya bago kumalas sa yakap namin. Pinupunasan niya ang aking luha habang hinahaplos ang aking buhok.
Napangiti ako nang ngumiti siya.

"Your beautiful Cherry...like your Mom. " Sabi niya. Agad akong napaluha dahil duon. May halong sakit at saya. Dahil sinasabi niyang kamuka ko ang aking tunay na ina at hindi siya..huhu.

"Ano ka ba mom...kamuka ko kayo pareho" sabi ko kaya pareho kaming natawa habang lumuluha habang pinupunasan ito.

"You okay now?" She asked and I just nod.

"Water please" I said then she laughed Silently that's why I pout in irritation...It's look like she was laughing for me because of my Dry throat.

"As usual Sweatheart. Wait us here honey... pupuntahan ka nang mga magulang mo rito." she smile before saying that then she leave at my Room To get some Water.

Then now I'm alone here...I smile Bitterly....how I wish I'm just a normal Person that doesn't have an any kind of SICK!...I've been unconscious for Many years when I got Shock then I tell to mom and dad. That was just normal. Then they didn't agreed first but I only say is IM OKAY.

I'll just know that I'm Sick with this kind of Sickness last year but I'll keep it a Secret because I'm Scared of Hospitals. My surgeon was Forcing Me For Operation But I refuse it because i know my life was too Short. So what's the Reason if I'll go on Operations if I already know that I would die Young. That's the operation wouldn't Be Success...I knew it already because my Hurt was So weak and I know if it's your time.... accept it.

All I have is negative thoughts..

But yeah...I will keep it as I can. And I already accepted it from the very start.

Even tho' I look like a Normal one. para lang akong normal at walang sinasakit dahil sa itsura ko kaya alam kong Hindi mahahalata dahil narin sa pagiging malusog ko at sa pagiging malakas sa paningin nila.

"Cherry...ijha?"

I looked at the door. It's was manang Fe' bago lang siya rito at sobrang close na kami sa isa't isa.

Agad siyang umupo sa kama at saka tinabihan ako. I smile when she gave me a cup of water. Ininom ko iyon at saka inilagay sa mini table ko sa gilid nang kama.

Nakatitig lang ito saakin habang umiinom habang May lungkot ang mga mata.

"Hanggang kelan?" Malungkot nitong tanong kaya mabilis na napaluha ako....she knew it already. Siya ang kasama ko noon nung Nag pa check up ako.

"Hanggang kelan mo itatago ito? Masasaktan sila. Kung kelan kayo nakumpleto saka ka naman mawawala....ijha kung ako sayo magpapagaling ako. Bigyan mo nang chance ang sarili mo na magpagaling hindi iyong hinihintay mo ang kamatayan mo. Aanhin mo ang mga oras na nag dadaan kung hindi ka nag papagaling? Hindi mopa masusubukan Sumusuko Kana...paano sila? Iiwan mo? Mag pagaling ka. Subukan mo. " She said then leave at my room

I found my self crying...she was always motivating me. Hindi siya Sumusuko para saakin. Pero ako itong tanga at sumusuko na.. fine.

I will try. For my own sake and happiness...and for my family. There's have a lot of time cherry.... Fight for your self. Even it's successful or not successful at least I've been try once. Right?.....yeah.

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