MY FATE

Chapter 38- Damn Hypocrites

In the afternoon Hakuto, Mirai and Kai left after Hiroki's check up. Hiroki was standing in front of the window while looking outside how people were freely walking, talking, laughing. He felt envious of them. What Hakuto did today was completely unfairnand due to it, Hiroki was really upset.

Suddenly, Hiroki had this urge of throwing up. He walked towards the bathroom slowly. His eyes glistened and then there was a wave dizziness. He somehow made it inside bathroom and leaned over the toilet. He leaned for long time but nothing came out and then also, his urge of throwing up was not going away.

He sat and rested his back on the wall. He was feeling really dizzy. It was as if, he will pass out anytime soon. Something started beeping. It was the pulse meter attached to VAD because patients with VAD didn't have any pulse so a special device was attached directly to VAD to know rise or drop in blood pressure. The pulse meter was on his wrist. He looked towards it and saw sudden drop in blood pressure. Realization struck him. He was having a heart attack.

He struggled to get up and immediately walked as fast as he could towards the bell on his bed side. He rang it many times. His chest started hurting and it was getting more and more difficult for him to breathe. He fell on the bed and lost his consciousness. Before losing his consciousness completely, he saw a couple of nurses rushing towards him.

Hiroki slowly opened his eyes. He was attached with a saline and oxygen mask. He started looking at his surroundings. He thought,' How many times have I lost my consciousness? Maybe I will make a world record if this continues.' He chuckled at his childish thought.

"You can still laugh in this condition?"

He looked towards the person who said this. It was Kirihitho. Hiroki gave him a tired smile. 

Kirihitho stood besides his bed and caressed his hairs. Kirihitho," You had a heart attack. Thankfully, it was minor. That's why it didn't cause much damage to your heart. Also, the doctor said it was due to stress and pressure.................Even when you are admitted in a hospital, you aren't taking rest at all. Stop taking so much stress. It won't make your condition better. Why are you not understanding this?"

Hiroki avoided eye contact with him. Kirihitho couldn't help but sigh and sat on the bed, close to Hiroki. He leaned close towards Hiroki's face and said," I am sorry. I am one of the major reason, you are having so much stress. Please forgive me."

Hiroki looked at him and gave him a silly smile as if telling him ' What are you apologising for, idiot?'

Kirihitho also chuckled and kissed Hiroki on his forehead. Before this, Kirihitho had never shown such sweet gesture towards any one else not even towards Hikaru. Kirihitho realised something at that moment. He abruptly sat up straight and looked at Hiroki but Hiroki already passed out due to exhaustion.

He left the room in a hurry. He started walking towards elevator when someone said his name," Nakamura Kirihitho?"

Kirihitho looked at that person and frowned. He asked," Who are you?"

"Oh! I am Mikasa. Hiroki's friend."

Kirihitho was going to leave but when he heard that she was Hiroki's friend, he paused. He looked at her and asked," Why should I believe in you?"

Mikasa," I am not asking you to believe in me, though. I just found it surprising that The Nakamura Kirihitho came here personally to meet my friend. Because of you Hiroki was fired. Am I right?"

Mikasa knew about it because Mikato told her what happened. She was enraged at first but then she was also kinda happy for Hiroki.

Kirihitho," So are you going to mock me or degrade me about it?"

"Actually, no. I just wanted to thank you."

"Huh?!"

"Yeah. Because of you, Hiroki was able to escape that hell hole. So , thank you Mr.Nakamura."

Kirihitho was stunned for a moment," What do you mean by hell hole?"

Mikasa sipped on her coffee and looked towards the bodyguards standing near Hiroki's room. She sighed," Let's not talk here."

Kirihitho looked where she was looking and agreed.

They both arrived at the terrace garden of the hospital. Mikasa leaned on one of the rails and told Kirihitho everything. He couldn't help raging and asked her," Then, why didn't you do anything to stop the harrasment and bullying?"

Mikasa looked at him and gave him a pathetic smile," I had my hands tied. I needed that job. And if I had decided to stand up for Hiroki, I would have definitely lost it. You don't know but I have a daughter to take care of. I just can't get fired from my job or it will be very difficult. And also, Hiroki would take all the guilt thinking that it was all his fault."

Kirihitho didn't say anything. So Mikasa continued," Do you know why did I tell you this? Because there is something in you which told me that you care for Hiroki. I know it doesn't sound reasonable at all but I can't help it. And as for his so called family, I just think of them as hypocrites. When Hiroki needed them the most, they weren't even f**king there for him."

"What do you mean by when he needed them the most? And what hypocrites?"

Mikasa glared at particularly no one and said with anger laced in her voice," Do you know why Hiroki suffered from a major heart attack?"

Kirihitho shake his head.

"It was due to Hiroki not taking his medicines for almost one year to complete his education. At that time, if he would have decided to improve his health and take medicines, he wouldn't have been able to complete his studies and would be homeless again."

Kirihitho was shocked by this revelation. He asked her," What do you mean by he would have been homeless again? And did he know about his disease before that major attack?"