MY FATE

Chapter 95- Breaking up with You

Hiroki exclaimed," All done! I am getting good at this."

Tatsuya and Kirihitho checked out Tatsuya's perfectly bandaged hand," You indeed are good."

Kirihitho," You are an all rounder."

Hiroki got up and stretched," Oh, right! Why did you drag me away earlier?"

Tatsuya scratched back of his head," I didn't like how they talked with you. That's why."

Hiroki laughed," It's fine. Don't worry about unnecessary things. And yeah, Hikaru wants you to come to Kamazura Mansion today."

Tatsuya," Yeah. We got a call. Have any idea what he wants to talk about?"

Hiroki shrugged his shoulders," No. But it seems urgent."

Tatsuya nodded," Then let's go together."

Hiroki declined," No. I can't. I have therapy today."

Tatsuya pouted," Too bad." And hugged Kirihitho by his waist.

Kirihitho asked," How is your therapy going?"

"Fine. My psychiatrist said I am doing much better even if I don't think so."

Kirihitho frowned," What does that supposed to mean?"

Hiroki shook his head," Let's not talk about it. It's too depressing. I will see you guys later. Bye..."

Kirihitho and Tatsuya looked at Hiroki who hurried out of the office. Tatsuya,"That was weird."

Kirihitho said genuinely," I am worried."

Tatsuya frowned," Kirihitho, what does that supposed to mean? I told you to stay away from him. He always makes you like this. Damn it. Do i need to remind you again and again about our lovely boy-"

Kirihitho covered his mouth," No. It's not because of my feelings. I am genuinely worried. Have noticed the tense atmosphere around Riki&Kazuko and Hiroki? There seems something going on between them."

Tatsuya," You noticed it too? I thought I was just imagining things so I didn't voice it out."

Kirihitho sighed," Let's just ask Hikaru today."

At the Kamazura Mansion,
Hikaru was waiting for Tatsuya and Kirihitho on one of the roof gardens. He was looking very tense as if preparing for something.

Tatsuya came quietly from behind and hugged Hikaru tightly, which startled him. Tatsuya frowned," Why are you so startled? You okay?"

Hikaru wiggled out of his grip which even made Kirihitho frown. Kirihitho asked," What is it? Why are you behaving so strangely?"

Hikaru sighed and stood in front of them," I want to break up."

Tatsuya and Kirihitho were extremely startled," What? Why? Did we do something wrong?"

Hikaru shook his head," No. You did nothing wrong. Actually, you never did anything. Nothing wrong or nothing right.*sigh*Do you remember why we started dating?"

Tatsuya stuttered," Yeah. Because we were attracted-"

"No. Because I helped Kirihitho's sister. If I would have never donated my blood to her, you would have never even noticed me, dating was far away."

Kirihitho," That's not true."

"Don't deny it. Our parents are best of friends since we were young but.....you two didn't even know my name until I helped your sister. I was invisible to both of you. My existence didn't matter to you. But for me? You were my crush since I could remember. All I dreamt of was dating one of you. And when that chance finally came........I was really really happy. It was as if my every dream was coming true. Everything seemed so  perfect............. But that was not it. For the two years I dated you, I never felt love in our relationship. Care was there but care doesn't equal love. For the first time that day I realised that you didn't love me. You never did. And I don't want such relationship."

Kirihitho protested," That's not true. We love you. We always did."

"What is love to you? That meeting once a week and sending a good morning every day? No. Love is actually being present for your the one. And you two, unfortunately, were never there. You were always so busy with your life that my life meant nothing to you. My dreams, my job meant nothing to you, ever. And I hated that. I hated when you thought your life was more important than mine.
  You know who made me realise this. An amazing person, who doesn't only respect me for who I am but loves me, truly...........I have found someone else and I want to be with her. She means a lot to me. So, let's break up."

Kirihitho and Tatsuya looked at Hikaru with hurt. Hikaru's statements felt like false accusations to them. They were always loyal to him, never ever shouted at him, never disrespected him. Then why? Why did he say that they didn't love him? They thought they did. They even imagined how their life would be with Hikaru, how many kids they would have, where they would live, how many pets they would have. Everything was planned out. But for the one they planned this out didn't want to be with them anymore. And it fricking hurts so much.

Kirihitho," We are sorry that we made you feel like that. But, I want to tell you truthfully. We never thought of your life as of less worth than ours. We always respected your life and your work. We are always so proud of you. And you are right, we never noticed you before. But when we did, we were so stunned for not knowing you earlier. And we regret that every single day."

Tatsuya," But don't say that we didn't respect what you did. Because that's not true. We did. We are truly sorry for making you feel like that. I hope you will find the happiness you are looking for with your new partner. We will take our leave now. Take care."

Tatsuya grabbed Kirihitho's hand and left with him. When they reached their car, Tatsuya noticed Kirihitho was awfully quiet. He asked with concern," What's wrong? Hey, it's fine. We will find someone else. Much more better than Hikaru."

Kirihitho's eyes were teary and his voice cracked," Maybe our parents are right. We should stop this-this polygamy relationship we want. It must be really disgusting."

Tatsuya made Kirihitho look at him and said," Hey, it's not disgusting. We are going to be fine. I promise,okay?"