Chapter 26-Visiting her

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Tyler and I stepped into the car. He started driving to the graveyard. The drive was silent besides the music which wasn't loud

We reached the place and I got out of the car. I followed Tyler to a private area of the graveyard. It was a very private graveyard in general, it's probably a lot more expensive to get a lot.

Tyler got some flowers and handed them to me.

I see her gravestone, seeing here again.

It hurt seeing her, seeing all of this.

Tears started welling up but I shouldn't be crying. It's been almost 6 years, this shouldn't hurt much

"Hey mom" I said as my voice cracked

I put the flowers down and sat on the ground

"I miss you so much" I said looking down at the grass, pulling it out

"It's been almost six years since you've been gone and it still hurts a lot" I said letting the tears fall

"Oh, I found my biological dad. It's a long story" I was with a small chuckle

"I found your journal, I didn't know you went through that much. You never told me much about your parents and you did so much for me, and I love you and thank you for that" I said realizing she had no other option

"Tyler" I said

"Yes" he replied

"Could I talk to my mom alone?" I asked

"Sure" he replied

He walked away, but still in the range

"Mom, it's hard. It's too much for me. I need you here" I said as tears poured down

"Your journal was hard to read. I didn't know what to do, and it's too much. I found out I have a real dad and he doesn't even talk to to me much. Leonardo, Tyler's dad hates me. He payed you off and I didn't know till now" I said

His parents don't like me, his family doesn't like me and I don't think he even wanted a kid but he was forced to

"Mom, when I got hurt and almost died. I accepted the fact that I would die and that shouldn't be normal. I didn't have anyone and I was ready to see you again" I said trying to catch my breath through all the tears and snot

"I need you, please come back" I begged yelling and crying

I felt a pair of arms wrap around me

"It's okay, come on Skylar breathe" Tyler said

"I want her back" I sobbed

"I know, it will be okay. I miss her too" Tyler said

The sobs wouldn't stop. I had no one left for me, she left me and no one ever wants me

"Skylar I need you to breathe, in through your nose, out through the mouth" Tyler said

I slowly started breathing in and out, calming myself down

"There you go, just keep doing that" he said

"I miss her" I said

"Me too, me too skylar" he replied

We sat there, him holding me letting me cry it out, not wanting to move

"Your mother was an amazing person. I didn't know her as long as you did but she was very shy at first but once you get to know her she was the funniest person" he said

"She has a very bubbly personality. She always lifted the room even if she was having a bad day" I said

"Which is what I loved about her" he replied

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