Colby and I spent the rest of the night just relaxing since I was still in a lot of pain. I never ended up texting Chad but I intended to do it within the next couple days.
I just wanted to heal and spend time with my family.
I woke up halfway through the night to the girls screaming. "Shit." I whispered then carefully tried to get out of bed. "Ow..." I hissed as a shooting pain filled my abdomen. I whimpered in pain for just a second before the pain subsided enough for me to move.
I was so annoyed that I was in so much pain because I just gotten over the pain from giving birth, so being injured again was the most annoying thing on the planet.
When I got to the nursery I walked over to Nova's crib. "What's going on, love bug?" I asked and scooped her out of the crib then walked over to Luna. "You two are too adorable to be crying like this." I said with a frown and rocked them in my arms.
"Are we hungry? Is that why we are all sad?" I asked then made my way to the rocking chair. When I sat down I hissed in pain. I thought that with time I would be feeling at least a little better but I honestly felt like I was getting worse.
"Okay, let's eat." I mumbled then got them situated. As they ate I felt myself starting to dose off which wasn't good to be doing while holding two babies in your arms.
"Wake up." I mumbled to myself as the girls ate. I opened my eyes again, trying to keep myself together.
I sat there for a few minutes before Colby trudged into the room. "You okay?" He asked as I nodded.
"They were hungry." I mumbled then winced as my body ached. "You look like you're in so much pain." Colby said as I nodded.
"Feeding them hurts my stomach." I said as he frowned. "Okay, well when they're done you can go to bed, I'll burp them and put them to bed." Colby said as I sighed. "You don't have to do that." I said and leaned my head back.
"I want to." He said as the girls stopped eating. "Okay, go to bed, V." Colby said as he pulled the girls from my chest.
"Okay." I whispered then stood up. "Oh, fuck." I groaned and grabbed my abdomen, feeling like I was going to be sick from the pain.
"Are you okay?" Colby asked as I nodded. "It hurts really fucking bad." I mumbled then started making my way out of the room.
I thought about taking the Vicodin and just giving the girls formula for the next couple days but it just felt like I was depriving the girls of food, which broke my heart.
When I got to the bedroom I crawled into bed, almost crying at how painful everything was.
This was the worst it's been.
After a couple minutes Colby came into the room and looked at me. "Are you okay?" Colby asked as I shook my head.
"Everything is hurting so bad right now. I feel like I'm going to throw up." I said as he frowned. "Please take the Vicodin." Colby begged as I shook my head. "No, the girls have to eat." I said as he sighed.
"How about we pump a shit ton of bottles then you can take the Vicodin and also feed the girls real milk." He said as I sighed.
"I guess we could do that but I don't know how much milk my tits have right now." I said as he shrugged. "We won't know until you try." He said as I nodded.
"You're right." I said as he turned around. "I'll go get the pump, you just relax." He said as I sighed. I sat there for what felt like forever before Colby came back into the room with the pump and a few bottles.
