Her Eyes || Draco Malfoy

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TW// Rape

I was unable to sleep, Draco was gone at the cabinet so instead I woke up Theo to take me on a walk around the castle.

Athough despite being all alone in the empty corridors, the feeling that someone was watching us started to hang over me and I found myself clinged onto the brunettes arm.

He didn't question it and I kept a Safe distance between us.

We were careful, not to get caught by any of thr prefects or filch but still the feeling lingered over me as I turned around thinking I would see Filch's cat or something.

but nothing.

I knew he wasn't Harry because if it was he would have revealed himself by now and I would have been able to tell it was him if it was.

I warned Theo that I thought someone was following him and we both agreed to stay only a little longer then leave back to the common rooms or I would go find Draco because Theo knew I clearly knew where he was.

We spend our walk quietly talking about whatever it was that came to mind and he brought up Ivy, how she had been doing since it had been a while singe she wrote me.

Her parents understood what had happened to her and was doing everything in their power to make her as happy as possible.

I let go of Theo's arm when I heard what sounded like someone chuckling behind us.

But when I realized it was a prefect I panicked pulling Theo into an empty broom closet and keeping as much distance as possible between us till the prefects had left.

Theo pulled his wand out and lit up the small closet just enough to be able to see me.

I looked around and found my face red when I realized exactly which closet we were in, last time I had been in here it was with Draco.

It was only a minute later when we had left, finally clear of the prefects or anyone passing.

"I have to use the bathroom" Theo said as he turned the corner to the nearest bathroom and I followed him waiting outside the bathroom.

He had only been in there for a few seconds when a hand went over my mouth and I heard a small whispered that I couldn't make out but I had found myself unable to move.

I was dragged into the girls bathroom, telling me that I wasn't to make a sound and in an instant I knew who it was.

Cormac

I was crying, scared and when a dagger was to my neck I knew that if I didn't listen to him he'd slit my throat.

I wanted to scream especially after he removed my bottoms and I knew I was about to relive the worst night of my life.

He was talking to me, telling me how I was a whore, telling me I deserved this but I couldn't process anything I was completely shut down because no one knew what was happening, no one could come save you.

"he can't come save you this time"

All I could do was listen as I cried with my face pressed again the floor while he violated me in the worst way possible.

"maybe I'll leave you here to die"

please. I'd rather be killed.

It hurt so bad, I felt like I was being ripped in half and he wasn't gentle, he cut my cheek open, I felt like I would never be able to leave this hell.

I prayed that someone would walk in, one of the prefects, I prayed someone would save me even though I knew they wouldn't.

"You're not that important, Fay"

Soon my face was covered in my own blood and a puddle formed around me.

He flipped me over when he had finished, cutting open my shirt telling me that he just wasn't done with me yet.

I wanted to die.

"I'm better than him- your stupid fucking boyfriend" he said as he began all over again, I just wanted it to end.

this was a big fuck you to Draco, Cormac raping me was a big fuck you to him.

He slapped me.

"and Ivy too! She fought back better than you-oh wait-she didn't thats right! You both are whores"

Ivy.

I wanted to fight back, I wanted to kill him but I couldn't, he had me petrified and I noticed his tie was no longer around his neck.

He had my hands tied behind my back so incase the curse wore off I couldn't fight him back.

I was crying harder now when I realized that he wouldn't stop till he had gotten what he wanted as he dragged his dagger across my stomach with pressure.

he wanted to destroy me even more.

"He'll never love you after this" he chuckled and I realized he was the one who was following Theo and I eariler "he'll leave you when he realizes he's precious girlfriend was cheating on him with the rival house."

Guilt hit me like a truck, I was vulnerable and he knew that, he wanted everything to go how he wanted so he used my state against me.

"no one truly loves you Iris-it's all pitty" he was still in me, even though I was numb everywhere from the pain I knew he was "you're so unloveable—a fucking whore, disgusting" I couldn't cry anymore, I couldn't feel.

"That's why I'm going to kill you—leave you to die" he whispered into my ear squeezing my neck "because no one would miss you if you died, Iris Fay"

then everything went black, I couldn't breathe.

~~~

Theo was the one who found me, laying in my own blood as I slowly found myself regaining cautiousness.

It was light outside telling me it was only the early morning as he covered my chest up with his robe.

He looked as if he knew exactly what had happened and I was in shock, still trying to process everything that had happened to me.

I felt dirty.

Everything hurt.

everything was still blurry to me and I didn't remember being brought to the hospital wing with Theo but here I was laying quietly on the uncomfortable bed as madam pomfrey healed my wounds.

I didn't want to speak, so I didn't speak and I couldn't anyway.

I felt so empty, alone even in a room full of people, time kept passing and I didn't know it.

Everytime I blinked it felt like the time changed, more people filled the room.

Then he walked in and everything froze around me, my heart rate picked up and I found that Draco was on the opposite side of me when suddenly he slid his hand into mine.

I was fully away of everything now, everything, I could feel everything again and I looked over at Draco who looked almost confused.

He didn't know.

"Fay" I didn't look over but I could see the smug smirk at the corner of my eye "Malfoy"

My neck hurt, I barely remembered anything as I held Draco's hand as tight as I could.

"Mister McLaggen leave Miss Fay alone to rest"

He didn't listen as I saw him sit down beside me "sad— how truly sad that you can't even die without failing" I listened and watched as Draco's eyes filled with fury.

"Fuck. Off. McLaggen" hissed Draco through his teeth to intimidate him yet failed when he let a dry laugh leave his lips.

"Your girlfriends a filthy whore Malfoy—doesn't deserve to live! Someone had to try and shut her up!"

Next thing I knew Draco had lost it, flinging himself at Cormac but before the fight got worse Theo walked in, breaking them apart.

Madam Pomfrey had to drag cormac out and Draco sat back down beside me, brushing my hair out of my face before frowning and holding my hand once again.