It was after dinner when we arrived to my home.
I walked into the manor calling out to my father and Destiny to announce the presence of myself and Draco but when I didn't get a response I began to worry.
Telling Draco to stay I walked into the study where my father sat and I froze seeing what was in his hand.
My dagger, that still had blood on it.
He brought his eyes to mine before nodding towards my arms "sleeves up now" he ordered and I didn't argue lifting up my sleeves showing him my arms.
He let a sigh of relief leave his lips and I awkwardly smiled knowing I would have to tell him the truth so I told him.
"they're on my thighs not arms"
I lifted my skirt a little bit to show my scars, only a few though but enough to make him sigh and shake his head "why—why are you doing that" he wondered sounding like he was on the verge of tears.
II stepped forward and took the dagger from his hand before responding "triggered" was all I said before I placed the knife into my pocket and walked out of the room to meet Draco again.
I gave him a small smile before gesturing down the hallway as if to silently say 'follow me' as I walked down the hallway to my room.
When we entered the room I walked over to a dirty towel and wiped the knife off in my pocket, placing it into my drawer.
I heard the bed behind me creak and I felt two arms around my waist "my love" he whispered kissing my cheek and I leaned back into his touch letting him trail kisses down to my neck.
I giggled at the feeling of his breath against my neck everytime he kissed me.
They were soft, gentle, loving kisses that he pressed against the skin of my neck that cause chills to fall down my spine and a smile to fall upon my lips.
"I love you so much Iris"
He leaned up to look at me and I smiled at his random confession before kissed him softly "that was random" I whispered glancing down to his lips with a smile on my face.
He flashed his smile before kissing my skin again this time pushing my hair back and reaching for my wrist to take my hairtie off it.
He tied my hair up then hid his face into my shoulder but his eyes stayed burning into the side of my face like he was asking for permission for something.
I turned and pressed him down onto the bed as laughter errupted from my lips as I looked down at him admiring him while he looked up at me.
Leaving a small kiss on his cheek I cuddled into him, burying my face into his neck and sighing loudly "what's bugging you my love" he asked me holding me tightly rolling onto his side while hugging me like a teddy bear.
"My father knows that I'm—you know—he found my knife or Destiny did and it still had my blood on it so he just.. knew" I mumbled into his neck, I felt him sigh knowing why it would be bugging you.
"My father doesn't want to loose me, he can't, be barely just got me back and he already lost my mother, if he lost me he'd break, I think he's scared I'll take it to far" I continued now looking at him after tilting my head back.
"I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore, please"
"I can't promise I'll stop"
I was being honest and he knew that, he would rather me be honest then make a promise I can't keep so he kissed my forehead then he kissed my cheek bone.
I smiled as he pressed a kiss against my lips, 'try my love' is what he told me between kisses 'I love you' he would whisper as he trailed his kisses to my ear 'my flower' that was the first time he called me that.
His flower.
I smiled at the nickname before he leaned in to kiss me again "I love you" he repeated and my lips curled up even more before chuckling and leaning in to kiss him softly over again.
"I love you too" I whispered as I rolled onto my back as he crawled ontop of me kissing my face over and over making me giggle as he kissed the underneath of my chin.
He bit lightly, sucking on the skin making my heart skip a beat as he looked down at me, pupils dialated as I cupped his cheek as I pulled him down slightly pressing his lips against mine.
My hand rested on his neck as I moved my lips against his like it was going to be the last time I ever got to do so with a smile on my face.
I pulled him closer and giggled into his mouth as he broke the kiss "You're perfect" he whispered kissing my cheeks softly before propping himself up to continue looking at me.
His eyes filled with admiration and he softened his eyes before eventually resting his head next to mine "you're mine" he whispered and I nodded "I'm yours" I agreed seeing him smile.
I loved his smile, his genuine smile not his smug smirk that he holds on his face when hes gotten out of trouble or gotten someone else in trouble.
Not the smile that he gave the kids he picked on which he would later cry into my shoulder about after his prefect meetings because he secretly hated being the bully of hogwarts.
But the soft smile you would see when hes just won a game for the slytherin team, the same smile that he gives me when he lifts me off my feet to kiss me before and after his games.
The same smile he gives me when he tells me I'm his good luck charm.
He threw his arm over my body and leaned in close to me making our faces only inches apart "and I'm yours" he whispered making me blush and bury my face into his neck.
I wanted this to last forever, just this moment, the smiles, the kisses, his words, everything about this moment made me wish it would last forever.
He buried his face into my hair, I could feel him smile making me silently giggle as I closed my eyes letting him pull me ontop of him when he rolled onto his back.
"You're my ferret"

YOU ARE READING
Her Eyes || Draco Malfoy
Fanfic"Forever?" "Forever" - trigger warnings before you read, there are mentions of suicide, self harm and sexual abuse read with caution.