If It Is You [Jikook/Kookmin] || English Ver

Chapter Forty Six

Jimin's POV

Han River

I am now sitting on the grass while staring into blank space. I feel numb all over my body but my tears just can't stop from falling.

My mind was just so blank, and I was only focusing on this heavy feeling inside.

My vision is getting blurry so I close my eyes first. It took a few seconds before I opened my eyes. I chuckle dryly while looking at the stars.

I was lying on the grass now, feeling the hard ground against my back, I cursed under my breath and smiled wryly.

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True to his words, Namjoon picked me up around 9:50 am. I was so reluctant to be with him theN again I can't take back what I said.

"Hey, pretty." I tried to smile at it. He grabbed the travel bag I was carrying, and was suddenly surprised to see my bandaged hand.

He just looked at it and I'm glad, he didn't ask about it and guided me quietly into the car.

I didn't see my older brother this morning, he didn't prepare breakfast either. Maybe he's still annoyed with me but does he really have the right to be angry with me ?, I was tolerating his relationship with Taehyung, I considered his feelings even it's unfair in my part. I am the one who always need to put up in everything, he must see that.

"Are you okay?" I'm not. And I have to pretend I am for you. I am wondering, out of all people in the University, you ended up liking someone like me. You're an intelligent man they say but you fell for a wrong person.

"I'm okay." I simply answered. I want to cut my tongue so that I don't have a reason to continue our conversation, why is it so easy for me to feel guilty these days?

"You?" Namjoon chuckles, "You shouldn't be asking that. I'm with you." I smiled plainly. I can't feel those butterflies though he's a very sweet talker and we have Jungkook here that only says a simple hey yet I'm over cloud nine.

I'm really stupid too, I snorted.

I looked at the bracelet I'm wearing now as if Jungkook didn't purposely ignored me last night I smiled, wondering if he's wearing his as well?

But how could he think that I gave it to him if I just left it in his car without telling him. I wasn't planning on leaving it behind without telling him, but his reaction got me and I was hoping that what I saw was really right. He was affected; I'm convinced that he's definitely jealous last night.

But I guess. it's really impossible for him to think that I gave it to him.

I heave a sigh.

"Idiot." I whispered.

"Are you saying something?" Suddenly I jumped in my sit, surprised. I said it loud again.