"Right Time"
4 years before. . .
I'm in a plane right now. I'm going back. Babalik ako ng Pilipinas.
I've done my search for healing in a place so far away from home not knowing her sincere words in her poems are what keeps me going all this time.
Dala ko ang isang maliit na kahon kung saan puno ito ng mga tula niya para sa akin. For 1 year I suppress myself from reading all over again her poem, I finally got the courage to reread her words for me.
She's my bestfriend. And she's the sweetest of all. These poems are the proof of her genuine feelings for me.
Pero may dalawa akong tula na nabasa kahapon na ngayon ko lang na realize ang nais nitong ipahiwatig. Noong una nang mabasa ko ang mga ito ay tila wala ako sa sarili at tanging na kay Abbygail lang ang buong diwa ko.
I am still bleeding with the truth that Abbygail is married now with that gay. But what change my heart are the letters Inky sent to me when I was in the States.
The first one was dated 5 years ago. I don't know why she sent it to me this time. Ito 'yung mga panahon kung saan bago palang kami magkasintahan ni Abbygail.
"How are you?"
Soon to be one-month now
Since I have no news from you
No matter how much I wanted
That all what happen to us
Should be put into oblivion
But boy, I still think of you
Beyond my hectic schedules
I just want to ask you
'How are you?'
'Are you good?'
Are you happy with her?
I just hope you are happy with that girl
I just hope she will be good
At least one of us is happy
Despite of the hurt I am feeling right now
Still my heart wanted you to be okay
My heart still misses you so much
Still it wanted you to be happy
Even that happiness only meant
For you being with her.
Napahinga ako ng malalim mula sa nabasa. Ilang ulit ko na itong binasa pero hindi ko akalain na ganun pala katindi ang pagmamahal ni Inky sa akin.
Bakit niya sinend ang mga ito sa akin? Hindi ba niya sinasadya na masama ito?
Pero kung ang unang tula ay nagpamangha sa akin, hindi ko naman inasahan ang ikalawa. Mas lalo akong nagulat. This was dated 1 year ago during that incident in San Alfonso happen.
"To the One That Got Away"
I have so many what ifs in my mind
I still can't help but to be blind
I still think that what you've said last time
Are lies for my heart to sigh
If only you have feelings for me also
BINABASA MO ANG
YES, I LOVE YOU
Romance( CHANGE OF HEARTS: SEASON 5) Growing up together is not a big deal with Inky and Jeff. Para silang kambal na halos hindi mapaghiwalay sa lahat ng bagay. Always there for each other even in the ups and downs in life. They are the best of good frien...
